Why Cant I Lose W8 Instead Of My Will To Live

I’m not a hater. I’m JEALOUS of people with fast metabolisms, I don’t hate them. I don’t hate them, what I hate is the fact that some of them are stuck in a body they don’t want, being insecure about being skinny, when I ⭐️ve and put my body and mind through hell and still be double the size of them

Hypothetically if I just took iron supplements if I went on a bigger deficit would it help me keep my period?

Born to be a 6'0 bulking male, forced to be a 5'2 girl with 4na😔

i lost almost all my teenage years to being f4t n ugly i cant lose another year

ACTIVE 3D ACCS REBLOG FOR MOOTS THIS MARCH

Lowkey don't care if I lose hair this time again because 1) my hair is too thick anyway, and 2) I can save up and get pretty extensions

and then i go and spoil it all by saying something stupid like “fuck this i wanna eat”

The second I finish my last exam I swear I never wanna touch food again

Think I fucked up. Idk my actual cw but in Feb I was 120lbs. Going by that if I were to get to my ugw by September (going on a school trip out of the country) if need to lose 40lbs. My exams start next week so I don't want to have too big a deficit until they're done at the end of May. So that's 3 months to intensely work to drop 40lbs. But my birthdays in there too somewhere and my parents would be suspicious if I restricted too hard. I can get close but idk if I'll get there