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“Oh well, whatever, never mind”
So Mike walks up to me, holding a broken dustpan, going ‘how cute! Look, it’s so cute!’
and im just sitting there, very confused, but i don’t dare disagree with him
and then i see movement
oh
there’s a tiny ant on the dustpan
I SAW YOU INTERACT WITH MY POST
GO TO SLEEP
link free’s VA reading “go the fuck to sleep” and maybe I will
this is what started it
I regret ever asking about it
I am actually working on something like this. 🤔Danny really needs some rest.
someone please make an au where danny gets some Rest
just one universe where he sleeps for more than 5 minutes is acceptable
look, it’s 01:32, and the notebooks in the pits of my drawers are not enough for the horror that is tropical disease biology studies…
I wonder, when you decide to voice your questions, when you send off your impressions, when you speak or write or type, out of the blue, to your unsuspecting peers, is it done with an obstinate hope that you will receive at the very least any kind of response? A measured reply, despite the overwhelming standard of there seeming to be so few who would not only appreciate the question, but would consider an answer at all.
In a manner that is self-deprecating, I think, I have been hunting for forms of connection that are more opportune for people who would rather not engage in anything so "aggressive" if "cute" without first throwing their daily habits into disarray. For whom such randomly expressed vexations of admittedly pretentious proportions pose as minor amusements, surprising puzzles, forms of performance art, and above all, a craving for approval–the latter, undoubtedly, many of my hurriedly scribbled down remarks are, but more, I suppose, a form of reassurance to myself that it is fine if I cannot help myself. Rather that than a kind of validation that is supposed to instill in me, over and over again, my sense of self-identity and worth. That would be very silly, don't you think? But it is to be expected that more often than not we will seem silly regardless, and are loved despite of it, than seem as we want to be, and are loved because of it. So herein then, ought we not to give free reign to the expectations of others, and to our own, and tailor our contentment accordingly?
From there has emerged, I reckon, the infamous, “Nevermind that,” for which I am chastised here and there alike. Yet it occurs to me that I do not dismiss so much myself, but what I see as the toil and burden for you to bear if I did not do so.
I have never thought of it like this before, or thought of any of it for the longest time, if only in passing sneer in relation to my own expectations of people. Suppose I have dismissed thinking about it entirely, but wouldn't that truly be considered as “settling”, after all?
anti christmas "kill mas"
jack skellington - the jins (only acceptable christmas song)
all I want for christmas is you - mcr (only acceptable version of this horrible overplayed song)
custer - slipknot
hey you! - the anxiety (willow and tyler cole)
slutgarden - marilyn manson
in bloom - nirvana (my official kill mas song)
I'm not okay - mcr
super sadist - jack off jill
tears dry on their own - amy winehouse
break on through - the doors
jesus of suburbia - green day
purple haze - jimi hendrix
the title reminded me of "Anti Christ Superstar" xD (I don't support Marilyn Manson's wrong doings, the music is just really good)
songs of the day
child's play - aberdeen is dead
stay away - nirvana
popular - nada surf
psychomania - meaningful stone
radiant city - deftones
pg. 4 a picture of three hedges - julie
Nevermind 9
Here again! Now you can read next new part of nevermind's. This time it's little bit longer. And if I haven't said it earlier my first language isn't English so don't judge if something is incorrect. but here you go. Enjoy :)
I leaned myself to wall made of bricks. The flaming lights of the lampposts sparked the dark road. Humans underworld was cruel so I have to be more brutal. I was only 17 and my childhood was ruined, so they could get my mad side out of me. Sometimes I wonder, how I just want a new normal life and curl up on my new mom's lap. How I could just listen her to sing me to sleep, just like a little baby. I changed my position against the rough brick wall. I wore only black; black sweatpants and a hoodie.
Lonely steps carried from the dark road. I step back under the alley's shadows. I put my faceless mask on and waited. I picked up my old leather jacket and covered my hair with hood. I listened the steps one by one getting closer. Rhythm of them was even. I breath deeply. Then when they little bit closer I walked out of the shadows. I looked the comer through the white faceless mask I had. A tall figure stopped about five meters from me.
- Oh, you left so far away, I said to him with cracking voice.
The man didn't answered me but stared coming closer.
- But I didn't said I allow you to come any closer, I continued.
Now the man was only one meter away. Holy name of my mom, he was tall. Those ones were always more difficult to handle. I tried to look at him more closely but the darkness covered most of his face. I could only see the outlines but I could say this wasn't the person I waited.
-Long time no see girl, he said happily and I could hear smile in his voice. No one knows I am a girl.
-Wait... who are you again? I thought this meeting was about business, not getting my hands bloody.
-Oh trust me beautiful, this is business. Or at least some could call it that.
Shiver went down my spine. I was ready to kill even thought this was the first time my instincts yelled me "RUN". The man looked me all the way down. I could feel his eyes on me and it burned my skin. Something about this felt familiar.
- Last time we met we had quite fun actually. I could say you can dance really well. Your moves are really smooth and elegant shall I say, man said calculated.
He step aside as if viewing me like a dog.
- Sadly I have to admit that I do not dance usually, I answered to him.
A moment went when he thought and circled me. The silence was painful and heavy. It was like a wet coat on you shoulders.
- You don't remember me? I am mortified, eventually he said dramatically. - you should be punished for that!
- Just stop. If you don't have anything to say, I would gladly go. I really have something to do.
- Not so fast young lady. I come here to take you with me, his voice was heavy and it told me that now would me great time to run but I didn't move a finger.
- Sorry I am not in the mood, I told him as if. My whole body was tensed. I watched how he stopped and looked at me with that burning watch. I watched how he took steps closer again. Now he was in my personal space. I seized to knife on my back and as slowly as I could I pull it closer to that man. He looked me down and grabbed my jaw.
- That wasn't a question, my love, he said.
Quickly I pulled the knife to his rib. He stared to laugh and pulled me away and grabbed his knives.
- Did you really thought I would be that stupid again? Why you do this? I am smarter than you. But isn't it funny that this time you could've actually killed me but still you missed it.
I just jumped forward to him but his avoided it. I swiped my knife to him but it didn't scratch him. Then I realized it. I remembered who he was.
- Why aren't you dead, tunnel boy? I asked.
- How sweet honey, I got a nickname? His voice was so filled with sweetness that it was almost sticky.
- I killed you.
- As well as that you did a moment ago.
- How did you find my brother? I asked because I hadn’t found him.
- That's a funny story?
- Who even are you?
- Good question, I guess.
I tried to play time and watch read his weaknesses but he was as calm as a mirror.
- Why are you here? I asked him.
- Like I said, I came to take you with me. And take that stupid mask off, I want to see you face again.
- Show me yours and I will show you mine, I answered confidently. he laughed me again and then I hit him. Straight to his dark face I could not see with all my strength. His low laugh stopped there.
- I love you, you know, he loudly whispered.
I kicked him as hard as I could. But again, he just escaped it.
- I don’t wanna fight you. I mean last time I beat you up so just give up and come with me.
I didn’t want to stay there but I wanted to fight him. But this got me kind of frustrated. He just escapes my hits and kicks and laugh at me working with a knife. Suddenly I wanted to laugh to irony of this moment. This wasn’t even a fight or war here. Even though I held the knife.
- We both know that’s not happening, so I just keep going.
Now the man sloped his head to right a bit. I put down weapon and hide it back where I took it from. I grabbed the leather jacket again from the ground. And smiled.
- Farewell and die soon, tunnel boy! I said and started running as fast as I could. I didn’t take my mask off I just focused to going forward. I turned my skin invisible and disappeared from the humans. Madness of my soul came to company me and I smiled my animalistic grin.
Never Mind 8
Hi! It's time for new part of Never Mind. I can say that this part is one I like myself. It's not like amazing and so deep and emotional part but I like it.
Why I did it? Why I went to him? Why I crabbed him? Why I crabbed his neck and not hand? Why I made him die? Why I had to choke him? Why I did it? Why I started becoming a monster that had spoken even before I was born? Just why did I born if it never meant to happen? Those question ran circle inside my head and they were making me crazy. Why went there? I need him and not only now but I will need him in future. I was just looking him and watch him try to breath. He tried to get my hands off around his neck. But I didn't let go. I made him die. No one haven't told me to do it but I still did it. I choked him and listened him say 'I love you'. Goosebumbs ran on my skin and left cold touch on it. I didn't cry and I left like I was wachting myself outside my body. But I felt my cold andhollow body around me. The boy was the most dearest person to me. So why just the freaking why I did let him die by my hands?
-Hey, what are doig here?
A hand placed on my shoulder. I did not want anyone to come and bother me now. I stood up and hit him with all my strenght and the person fell onto floor.
-None if your buisness asshole
I grabbed the man's feet and dragged him to others. I have had other people knock out before him. I did not want anyone to bother me. Then I just went to desk and found paper and pencil. I wrote "I don't know, maybe I was afraid and maybe I still am scared. You won't wait me with happy smile on your face anymore, not after you find out that your son died by my hands."
Then I just looked the note little time. I left the note and took that beautiful pencil with me. Then I heard some weak voice from pile of unmissed people. I opened a window other side of the room. I put my hood cover my head, white mask to cover my face and still once I scanned the room, then I escaped through the narrow window to lightless night.
NEVERMIND 7
New part again. This kind of came out of one songs lyrics but it's still about same characther as other Neverminds are about. The girl is always same.
I looked a boy into eyes. His eyes sparkled like stars. They told story like the stars. But then they closed. I understood it now and I couln't do anything. Tears fall down on my cheeks. How I could have forget? Why no one had asked me that until now? Iwas terrible person. I squeezed my hands tigh. Why they did this to me? They just turned myself looking at only myself snd not surroundings. They made me selfish. And it made me unstable. I had to get out of here. Tears were cold rivers on my cheeks and they were frozen. The boy lay on the ground.
- How many you have to kill? I asked them but no one ansewred.
- I killed only one of you. What you have done? You killed innocent people! Only because of me! And then you killed my best friend and now my brother. When it's enough? A man walked front of me. He was tall and tanned.
- Only one!?! He laughed at my face.
- Nothing more!?! Salvia sparkled out of his mouth right on my face. other people inside the room laughed little bit too. I didn't look man to his eyes. I looked the boy on the ground and tried to focus the anserw he gave me. But I didn't want to come up with more tears.
- That's the funniest thing I've ever heard! He laughed. And they everyone in the room laughed. They all laughed for boy's death. Suddenly little knock echoed in the room. It was so little that it could barely hear. No one cared about it. Then a door opened other side of the room and a girl, head taller than me, walked right trought the man and turned to face him. I knew that girl. The man didn't even had a time to lay his eyes on the girl when she pucnhed him middle of his perfect face. She hit him so hard that I could hear his nose broke. Deep silnece were ripped in the whole room. it filled every corner and it grew unbearable. Then the girl spoke:
- Don't you get involved with my family because then you get involved with me. She puched the man again and again and again. No one inside that room did nothing everyone were frozed on their feet. No one did make a move expect the girl and the man. Something cut through my wrists. It hurt and I tried not to scream. My hands were just healed. But then I felt how it was cut a rope around my wrists. I pumped the man down and my sister cut his throath. Then she laughed warm familiar laugh that I have missed. Her laught was always been wild and unruly.
NEVER MIND 6
I don't know why I can't do title for this. But this is Never mind 6. Continue the other Never minds.
I loved rumors. I loved them so much thatI even told rumors about myself. When I walk along the school hallway, whispering fill that place. People whispered their friends right now and tried sneaky to wacth me walking but I felt the stares. Whispers caught to my ears with my every step I took, but I just smiled myself. People around me really didn't knew who was among them. Or what rumors was actually true. I turned myself to my locker and I opened it. Silence fell this side of the hallway. I put my books in that locker. My eyes caught an old photo of my inside of the lockerdoor. Above the photo was mirror and I looked myself into dark eyes. I sighed and closed the door. I was frightened the boy who had came behind the door. After that my reflex didn't do ant good for rumors Because I kicked him between his legs and bumped him against the lockers with my hands around his neck. I almost could here the dramatic confusion when people on the hall fell in silence and turned to look at us. The smile started to grow on my face again. Sometimes people can be just so curios. I drowned my laugh. I took my hands off around boy's neck, but I could see clearly how my nails had left beautiful neckless on him. Marks was deep but they didn't bleed. I looked at the boy and shortly smiled to him. Then I justwalked away. People can talk bullshit about me all they want, I couldn't care less anymore like I never minded talks anyway.
Never mind 5
Ooookay... so here comes another one again.
Saliva spitted out off my mouth. My laugh echoed all around. You couldn’t escape it. Every human was trapped. I looked around myself and try to decide who’d I catch first. They all had hidden in too easy hides. I sloped my head to left and cracked my neck. I love mouse and cat game. I laughed animalisticly. I felt the fear in the thick air. It was tasted bitter sweet. It was like sugar for me. My laugh became crazy scearm. It hurt even my own ears but it’s wildness was fascinating. I didn’t want to be like this but sometimes you have to have some fun because I love feeling of power and fear. The feeling tasted so sweet. As sweet as blood.
- Here I come!
I whispered to hallway. I was just like my mother. I admit it. Screaming filled the hallways under it and surround my sences. I laughed to humans, They were scared of only little girl. I gave a laugh to my own joke in the darkness like a psychopath.
Nevermind 3
Here again just writing something but what can I do. This is just calming my nerves. This time it’s just short one.
- Wait!
- Hey girl wait for me.
I was packing my thing in my back. The girl has went to hall already but I still belive she heard me. I put a white mask and my quickly my lunch in my back. I grabbed back with me and ran after the girl. I saw couple person still wearing shoes but no one was my friend. Of course I didn’t want to be burden for my friends but someone could’ve wait for me. Everyone doesn’t have to wait me, one is enough. I took my shoes and walked to doors. My friend from the locker room turned back from a hallway and saw me but she just passed me and walked back to others. No one cared about me. I was always out of frined groups. Right before doors there was a window. When I watched throught it I saw people outside. There was all my friends. Some of them went to their cars and others just went down the street. I saw them laugh and say goodbyes. I was greatful for that I had friends but I never felt truely happy or welcome around them. I wore my shoes and went outside. I started to walk away from little worn building to home. After couple of street I saw the girl I’ve asked to wait be and I considered to go to her but then I saw that she had someone else to be with.
Don't visit your grandparents you'll become obsessed with old British medical dramas
Planning on redesigning James ref sheet, Soo yeah I will post it later, also not to mention.
He is an lycanthrope and an alpha leader (but don't underestimate him tho)
“What are you doing on the computer all the time?”
