Tw M1a - Blog Posts

guess whos in the 50 kgs now . . THATS RIGHT I AM!!!! RAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH

"stop pvrg1ng its bad for you!" god forbid a boy has hobbies

BOOMSHAKALAKA GAWD YES IM BACK TO MY LOWEST W31GHT IM SO HAPPY YAAYAYAAAASGAYSTYGSYJKL

ive stopped pvrg1ng as often . . yay cuz my teeth and cheeks and throat would be fucked up but nay because how else am i gonna get rid of the uncomfortable fullness

your boy got a bf you bet your ASSCHEEKS im locking tf in

when the day was so bad you don't even wanna log your cals or you know you'll cry (it's not even 6 pm yet)

my brother asked how much weight i lost and said i looked good... considering the fact i love my brother to death this is so validating and 100% my reason to keep going.

soon, it wont be my brother. somebody i have a crush on will notice me and compliment me. I WILL GET SKINNY.

oh yeah, i pvrg3d three times in an hour... this is DEFINITELY the peak of bul1m14 🩷🩷

i hate having slim friends. its like two butterflies and a caterpillar side by side... but at least if im the caterpillar, i can evolve into a beautiful butterfly like them too!! ^_^

I LOVE HAVING AN EATING DISORDER !1!1!1!1!1!1!1!1!1!

!!ED!!ED!!ED!!

this shit fire (from Google).

ED!!ED!!

anyways, recovery update.

I'm so done.

hi, I'm Via!! this is my new intro post!!

-I was born in August 2008, and I'll graduate class of 2027.

-I'm far too inactive on here, my Instagram is @/mellogore.

-I'll be moots with anybody, literally anybody.

favourites!!

•video game: Life is Strange (s1, Before the Storm, and s2).

•artists: Nicole Dollanganger, Taylor Swift, and McKenna Grace. bands: Panucci's Pizza and Twenty One Pilots.

•televison shows: My Mad Fat Diary, Big Bang Theory, Skins, and a plethera of cartoons.

•films: Ginger Snaps 2: Unleashed, Superbad, Star Wars prequels, misc og Barbie films.

-if you want to be moots for fandom reasons, please skip this next part. I do not condone self-harm or eating disorders in anyway, and my page will be used to recover from by eating disorder and joke about my self-harm.

*requested organisations: National Eating Disorder Association (NEDA), National Alliance for Eating Disorders, OA (overeaters anonymous).

*for background, I've been dealing with the binge eating subtype of bulimia since 2017. I will not be going into detail of my development.

*again, this page will NOT be used to promote eating disorders in anyway, this is me documenting my recovery. I do not promote disordered eating behaviors, and my Insta dms are always open for people who need them. my page is open to anybody, no matter where they are in their ED journey.

(this is the part I want fandom moots to skip).

*lw- 82pounds (aged twelve),

*hw- 160pounds (aged thirteen),

*cw- 130pounds,

*gw- 120pounds.

*I am trying to lose weight healthily, while putting on muscle and recovering from my eating disorder. please no ana tips and only venting.

thank you for reading!! I hope you're all doing well!

-via gray, 01•16•25.

first b/p in awhile because all this time I've been doing the b of bp only

˖⁺‧₊˚ ˚₊‧⁺˖✮-----꒷꒦︶꒦꒷𝑨𝒏𝒈𝒆𝒍𝒊𝒄꒷꒦︶꒦꒷-----✮˖⁺‧₊˚ ˚₊‧⁺˖

⁺ 　　 ˚𝕽𝖞𝖑𝖊𝖘 𝖙𝖔 𝕭𝖊𝖈𝖔𝖒𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖆𝖓 𝕬𝖓𝖌𝖊𝖑.

. * 　　　 ✦ . 　⁺ 　 .⁺ 　　 ˚

. * 　　　 ✦ . 　⁺ 　 .

𝟏. 𝐃𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝟐-𝟑 𝐋𝐢𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐖𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐫.

𝟐. 𝐍𝐨 𝐟𝐨𝐨𝐝 𝐨𝐫 𝐬𝐧𝐚𝐜𝐤𝐬 𝐩𝐚𝐬𝐭 𝟓𝐩𝐦.

𝟑. 𝐃𝐫𝐲 𝐟𝐚𝐬𝐭 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝟖𝐚𝐦 𝐮𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐥 𝟏𝟐 𝐩𝐦/𝐅𝐚𝐬𝐭 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝟖𝐩𝐦 𝐮𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐥 𝟓𝐚𝐦 𝐨𝐧 𝐧𝐨𝐫𝐦𝐚𝐥 𝐝𝐚𝐲𝐬.

𝟒. 𝐖𝐨𝐫𝐤 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝟑𝟎 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐮𝐭𝐞𝐬 𝐭𝐰𝐢𝐜𝐞 𝐚 𝐝𝐚𝐲 + 𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐜𝐡 𝐛𝐞𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐝.

𝟓. 𝐖𝐞𝐞𝐤𝐥𝐲 𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐞 𝐥𝐢𝐦𝐢𝐭 = 𝟓𝟎𝟎/𝐖𝐞𝐞𝐤𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬 = 𝟏𝟎𝟎𝟎.

𝟔. 𝟓𝐤 𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐩𝐬 - 𝐠𝐫𝐚𝐝𝐮𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝟖-𝟏𝟎𝐤 𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐩𝐬.

𝟕. 𝐀𝐯𝐨𝐢𝐝 𝐟𝐨𝐨𝐝 𝐢𝐭𝐞𝐦𝐬 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐡𝐢𝐠𝐡 𝐬𝐮𝐠𝐚𝐫 𝐨𝐫 𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐛 𝐯𝐚𝐥𝐮𝐞.

𝟖. 𝐅𝐚𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐛𝐥𝐞.

/) /) ~ ┏━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━┓

( •-• ) ~ ♡ 𝑰𝒕'𝒔 𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒕𝒉 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒑𝒂𝒊𝒏 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒆𝒇𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒕.

/づづ ~ ┗━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━┛

✩̣̣̣̣̣ͯ•͙✧⃝•͙✩ͯ•͙͙✧⃝•͙͙✩̣̣̣̣̣ͯ•͙✧⃝•͙✩ͯ•͙͙✧⃝•͙͙✩̣̣̣̣̣ͯ•͙✧⃝•͙✩ͯ•͙͙✧⃝•͙͙✩̣̣̣̣̣ͯ•͙✧⃝•͙✩ͯ•͙͙✧⃝•͙͙✩ͯ✧⃝•͙͙✩ͯ

Silly little rules that keep me safe and secure in my journey. ♡♡ That I'll follow religiously until I get to my goal weight. I might add more as time goes on.

P.s if this triggers/bothers you please block, don’t report!🌸

yall i literally b!nged sooooo bad for the past week bc i had my period :///

but it gave me sm motivation so it's time to lock in ;)

“why aren’t u eating anything” god forbid a girl has goals

Me too

I never want to eat ever again