planetarium - adrienne rich/@twoheadedfawnn/ugly, bitter, and true - suzanne rivecca/a burning hill - mitski/a hora da estrela- clarice lispector/ @100493503004422/sharp objects - gillian flynn
The Daily News and The Independent, Santa Barbara, California, November 12, 1918
I feel like up until now I have been so confused about what I wanted to do with my life but I feel like I finally know. I know what I want to do. Maybe I am not in the right track to get there yet but I will be and it will all be amazing and life will look up. I will do whatever it takes for me to get there. I know what I have to do to get where I need to be. I just need to actually push myself to do it and I will because I am so excited to meet my goal and be where I need to be. I have to there is no more room for errors like the ones that I made recently.
the intimacy of “how did you know that?” “because i know you”
What if I never forget you?
what if, all my life,
when I meet someone new,
I can never fall for them
because they aren’t you?
ANON
please.
you’re not alone in the universe. at the very least, you have libraries, flowers, strawberries, poetry, stars, and the moon.
And if we ever meet again
I’ll know it’s meant to be
but for now let’s live in this happiness
because we both know it won’t last forever
even though we truly wish it did.
MSI
<Living in the Moment Was Always Our Thing>
i am afraid of loss
i used to think i was afraid of dying but in actuality i am afraid of death and loss. i am afraid the idea of no longer existing whether it’s me or my family, i want no one to die but we also can’t live forever, the future scares me and i have no answers but i still can’t help but dwell in it, the idea of no longer being alive… i’m scared, please help