Sometimes I Convince Myself That I Could Survive The Apocalypse Or A Long Term Lockdown Or Something
sometimes i convince myself that i could survive the apocalypse or a long term lockdown or something by hiding in my tiny single dorm room without having to leave but then there are days like today where i tried to hid in my room and do nothing but quickly found myself wandering aimlessly around campus with no plan to go anywhere specific or do anything in particular just bc i could not stand another moment of being trapped in that room. i feel like this is a perfect analogy for what it feels like when i get stuck in my head and start to spiral with negative thoughts. i tell myself i can hid from them or stay stuck in my little bubble of a brain, until i can’t and i have to do something to get out of it or ill go crazy. maybe this makes sense, maybe it doesn’t, maybe im just feeling poetic today but like I couldn’t stay trapped in my room, i couldn’t keep this thought trapped in my head.
More Posts from Apolloishot and Others
did i just make the executive decision to stay up way later than i should have purely to get to the fanfiction episode of supernatural? yes. do i have a huge exam early tomorrow morning that i was planning on waking up early to study for bc i decided to watch supernatural instead of study tonight? yes. was it worth it? hell yes.
Some of my favorite James potter headcanons
James is a cat person but everyone assumes he is a dog person (they are wrong)
James lovessss Broadway after Lily introduced him to it
He specifically loves Be More Chill, Legally Blonde, and Hamilton and makes Peter and Sirius preform songs with him at parties after they have had a little too much to drink
***Lily and Remus low key love it even if they act like they don’t
If James ever went to Disney world he would become a Disney adult for the duration of the trip and buy one of those Disney world secrets and fun fact books and then read it while in line for rides and everyone would be so annoyed
James potter would make those pottery thirst traps on tik tok and make some joke about his last name being potter
His favorite way of cheering up sirius is making an absurd amount of dog/deer puns
Has deer antlers as a tattoo
Lives in his quidditch sweatshirt/gear and will only let lily/reg (depending on your ship) wear it when they are cold
Loves Taylor Swift so much and his favorite album is Lover
wolfstar raising harry is immaculate but shall I raise you wolfstar raising harry but with the help of molly???? 12/10
me and my best friend are watching all of supernatural and we both work/have worked in life-saving positions (lifeguard/emt/etc.) and we realized that so many people in supernatural would have been saved if sam and dean just took a simple cpr/first aid course
i had a prof last semester for a three hour lecture that went till 10pm and i swear on my life she had to have been one
99% sure one of my profs this semester is an energy vampire like colin from wwdits
i’ve not ONCE stayed awake in his lectures
bitches who were obsessed with BMO in middle/high school are non binary now… i’m bitches.
maybe re-entering my hamilton phase was for the best bc i just spent an hour hot-girl™️ strutting on the treadmill to every upbeat song on the soundtrack and it was the most motivated i have been in agesssss
y’all know the art style that’s very smudgy? like it’s oil pants most of the time and it’s general shapes and colors but usually the people in them are faceless/lack details. that’s what my gender is. just faceless smudges of the human body, especially when you can’t tell if they are specifically female or male. yea i am just an oil painting.
these just feel so *gender*
-
vvidillusions liked this · 2 years ago -
apolloishot liked this · 2 years ago -
breathekohli reblogged this · 2 years ago -
breathekohli liked this · 2 years ago
-
apolloishot reblogged this · 2 years ago
