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Zaella Lavellan

{A lore drop pulled from the game + a little expansion of my own}

Clan Lavellan is known for its seemingly nomadic lifestyle, and their no contact with humans whom they share the cities with. The Dalish found comfort in their surroundings, and usually could be found near off skirts of cities to avoid unwarranted attention from Free March rulers

Zaella was born amongst this clan, and blessed (or cursed) by the Gods to be a mage. Her power grew by the day as she developed into childhood, then adolescence. Both parents saw the power Zaella had, and her inability to fully harness it, so they urged Zaella to seek the keeper of the clan: Keeper Deshanna Istimaethoriel Lavellan. Days turned to months of Zaella being in the care of Deshanna, and away from her family and friends.

When they did return with Zaella gaining better control over her abilities, the clan was facing another crisis as the Templars and Circle Mages clashed throughout the cities. The conflict was so bad it started to spill into the countrysides which pushed the clan to ditch their very temporary living situation, once again…

Zaella created most of her memories in the countryside, and dreaded the idea of moving; she knew no place would be save for them. Keeper Deshanna held similar sentiments toward the area they settled, and instead of picking up everything to leave, she went to Zaella, and a couple other pupils.

They were to go to the Conclaves, and figure out the severity of the situation under guises that would not further put the clan at risk. Zaella, and the others agreed… but along the way they turned back, and only Zaella followed through.

Today hasn't been very good. Reblog to cover prev in blankets and tell them everything is going to be okay and they're loved.

It’s 2AM

I just finished my first playthrough of Baldur’s gate 3 - yes, my first playthrough, even though I bought the game a few months back lol

I have so much lore about my first Tav, like I freaking love her. And then I made her parents (with the help of Withers 😁), and yeah I just had so much fun!

Zahrina Vale, the woman you are, the QUEEN you are! Savior of Baldur’s Gate…. For now. The Illithid Army will rise again, and when they do, they shall come with a vengeance. The savior of the world still living would definitely only enrage them. So much so that they abduct her three daughters in the midst of night.

BUT ANYWAY! 🥹

(yeah I made that up cause I’m so new to DND stuff and BG3)

My birthday is tomorrow… and I usually have a difficult time trying to figure out what to do or if I’m going out, what to wear. Two years ago my boyfriend (who is now an ex, it’s been a year) took me out to eat and I wore my AoT cloak and just all black cause I don’t really care to dress down anywhere I go. I do what I like even if it doesn’t seem like… the best dressed or whatever

Anyway, this year has been really fucked. Found my dad unconscious on New Year’s Eve… was with him at the hospital all night. For the longest I thought my father would not make it to see me hit the shining age of 24 this year, but he managed to pull through early February after a month of being medically comatose.

It’s for that reason I’ll be spending the day, tomorrow, with my dad at the hospital. I don’t have any friends in this city who cares enough to hang or even be here for me during this traumatic time. I don’t have the guts or courage (I have severe social anxiety) to go out to any establishment by myself. Once visiting hours are over, which is usually around 7-8, I’ll be coming back home to my room where I’ll spend most of that time alone. Either gaming, making an edit, trying to adjust a server I’ve been making for literal months now, or just doomscrolling the end of this country on TikTok.

I don’t know why I even came on here to say this. I guess just to scream into the void of tumblr. I like it here

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