If I Can't See Every Bone Of My Chest, Then I'm Not Sick Enough.

why is it so much easier to st@rv3 than to just 3at less ?

everyday i contemplate cutting all the fat off my body

this is the highest weight I'll ever be.

say it with me:

this is the highest weight I'll EVER be.

the only way the number can go is down.

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honestly love my therapist (well he's my nurse but closest thing I have to help atm)

"Well, even if you die from starvation, at least you'll have your teeth" all because I won't drink sugary squash as it hurts my teeth and drink sugar free squash

Could not stop laughing

“you need to eat” god forbid a girl wants to be sickly looking

"dont ⭐ve urself !! you could lose ur period !!!"

bitch I hope I do. you think I WANT to go through hell and back every month??? no thanks.

"you could get fertility issues if you lose ur period tho-"

okay?? that's a total win for me. I lowk hate kids and already know I'd be a terrible parent.

"you'll lose ur boobs to !!!"

look me dead in my eyes and tell me you think I'm cis. I would pay thousands to get these things off of me.

Eating after fasting<<<<<<<

Can't fucking deal with this

I'm so fat it's ridiculous. And I have to spend a lot of time around my family which means eating.

I wish I never started antipsychotics - weight gain is the worst thing to ever happen to me. +25kg and I didn't even overeat (verified by every person in my life). Fuck this shit man

my dad made me eat so much this weekend gone and I frickin' gained. Ugh

"why do you cut and starve yourself?" god forbid a boy has hobbies