I’ll Never Learn My Lesson

A QUEEN

meat && viscera

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"Am I trans?" < "Do I wanna go on HRT?"

THREW OUT MY BLADES!!!

nobody irl knows that I had any or that I was still cutting so I don’t have anyone to celebrate with

im nervous but this is good. either way, i can always get more if I really want to. but I don’t want to want to anymore?!

this feels weird but it’s good :)

lemme tell y’all about kys wizard , my greatest failed joke

it’s pretty much used in the same context as a regular kys joke, or as a comedic ‘fuck you’

essentially i wave my hands like im casting a spell and say “killll yourselffff” in a spooky wizard voice. it’s only funny inside my head. the idea is that im a lame ass wizard who can’t do any magic, but im incredibly ashamed of it and pretend that ‘kys’ is a spell. (no i am not trying to curse you to commit suicide , it’s more of a ‘shittyness’ curse. if it was even a real curse. which it isn’t because im a loser wizard who can’t use magic.)

disclaimer bc I don’t want it to be taken the wrong way. i would only use this with my friends who also make such jokes, i struggle with SI, etc etc. another reason i gave up the joke is because i became closer with someone who disliked such jokes :/

anyways rip kys wizard, you were great in my dreams. still makes me giggle

society if people understood that defending transition care on the basis of "improving mental health" is still not a commitment to full unfettered bodily autonomy, and in fact makes philosophical assumptions that explicitly restrict autonomy by making it contingent on normative biomedical judgments of health and best interest

Hey I wanna do an experiment. Trans people reblog this and in the tags tell me how old you were when your egg cracked + your gender + your favorite band atm. I was around 7 or 8 when my egg cracked, I'm a trans man, and my favorite band is Skinny Puppy.