is it normal to become aggressively suicidal and beat the fuck out of an inanimate object when ur fp gets upset at you for a valid reason or is this simpsons of another mental ill ess
sh culture is being disappointed at the realization your blade is dull and feeling like your thighs do not have the right to be hurting right now because it barely even bled
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please palese aplespespelapelspelapelspelpslspgjdl
im sorryims rory ismroryrsoryrrosrysgdlfjshlim so sorry please im sorry pelase
the tumblr sexyman of shblr
i go from "i didn't deserve the things that happened to me" to "there is no suffering that I do not deserve" in like 3 seconds
Not now I'm busy doing my daily scar check
tryna post this again because its not showing up on the tags ):
1 year sh progression, tw sh. if you say some shit like "i cant wait to get worse!!" ill fucking kill you
april 24th 2024 (left) vs may 6th 2025 (right). i can find that exact scar on my skin and its really weird, idk why. wish that still felt deep, nothing feels deep enough
i need helppp
I love acting like self harm is a hobby instead of a symptom of my debilitating mental illness. Like no guys I'm just really silly and creative.