Cvttcat - So Fucking Done

im so so so so so so so so so so so so so sorry

on new years i relapsed and cut like hundreds of times all over my body and then the next day i woke up, overdosed on my meds, immediately left the house, got energy drinks, almost threw up, and then just wandered around while looping a trigger song and with a blade in my pocket so uh. yeah i would say i don't really like new years

thinking about when i told my friend id stay clean for 3 days becuz i knew he was super stressed out about me cutting only for me to cut after one day clean

sh culture is wanting to have your scars out but also for no one to see them

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"It's not an addiction," I say, unpacking the 140791740741017975297435821st blade

i really am a bad bad person

yearly reminder that scars get sun burnt a lot easier then skin. remember to keep your scars covered or to use sunscreen (minimum spf of 30) when outside. dont put sunscreen on open wounds tho, only scars!!

i need to stop being a useless liar

me being a stupid bitch again yayayayaya

i just wanna cut and then die immediately after

so sad and also really annoying to follow old friends that used to follow me on my old account and have them just simply not following me back in my new one