I Need To Stop Being A Useless Liar

i will bear their cross and die

i cant do thisss

i just wanna cut and then die immediately after

so sad and also really annoying to follow old friends that used to follow me on my old account and have them just simply not following me back in my new one

i go from "i didn't deserve the things that happened to me" to "there is no suffering that I do not deserve" in like 3 seconds

i looked the same when i was bmi 14 and 16 and 18 and 23 and

i have been getting far too complacent

"It's not an addiction," I say, unpacking the 140791740741017975297435821st blade

god will punish me for my sins

bleh im a horrible person