Im Not Ok. I’ve Been Crying In Front Of The Mirror For The Last Hour.

Im not ok. I’ve been crying in front of the mirror for the last hour.

What am I doing? I’m an adult, why am I still hiding?

My dad told me I need to stop “for now” after he noticed I had makeup on. I didn’t stop I just got better at hiding it.

The others in church continue to throw transphobia around like it’s tennis, not understanding that I’m in the stands.

Im NOT a creep, im NOT a pervert, im NOT a faker. I just want BREATH for the first time in my life.

College can’t come soon enough. I can’t stay here, I’m not safe, I’m not healthy.

Tumblr is my void that I shout at, cry tears into, and hug out of desperation. Every once in a while, it hugs back; I know I’m not alone.

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Registered property ie. vehicles, real estate, boats, etc.

Investments, ie 401k, stocks, etc.

things to update after a legal name change!

Social security card

Driver’s license

Passport

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Employer HR

Bank account

Credit card company

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Health insurance

Utilities

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1 year ago

no woman is aroused by shaving, wearing clothing, or just existing. There is a difference between liking your appearance and being sexually aroused. But you know that already, youre just being obtuse because you don't want to admit youre living a fetish. If you are aroused by playing "woman" or shaving your legs "like a woman" or wearing woman's clothes youre a pervert.

You've made the false assumption that I have autogynephillia. I do not. Yes, I'm aware of the difference between liking your appearance and being aroused by it. However, contrary to your statement, I know several cis-women and cis men who are mildly aroused by their own bodies. Interestingly, I don't know any transgender women or men who have autogynephillia, but I've read about some who do. Personally, I wouldn't call them perverted for enjoying their own body. That's almost like saying women who play with their boobs, or people who masturbate are all perverts. Sorry bud, but the world doesn't work the way that you think it should. Autogynephillia is not a trait of being transgender. Its something else entirely.

1 year ago

This is what happens when we don’t teach people which books it was that the Nazis burned.

6 months ago

THE SABBATS

THE SABBATS
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10 months ago

https://youtu.be/Qndscd8eg7I?si=-LuvAbGpvIDT74Hx


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1 year ago

"kids are detransitioning"

no. actually, children now feel comfortable and accepted enough to experiment with their gender, pronouns, name, and presentation. and while some of them end up realizing they were cis the entire time, they now have a new understanding and appreciation for one of the most marginalized and abused groups of people in the world.

there, I fixed your shitty headline.

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