Avoidance Has Saved Me From Everything It's Also Killed Me A Hundred Million Times

avoidance has saved me from everything it's also killed me a hundred million times

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evakshinova

8 months ago

do i really need to say more???

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evakshinova

5 months ago

"There is this urge inside me, I need to get it out"

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evakshinova

8 months ago

Did you use a refrence for your pinned work? It looks so familiar. I love it!!

I didnt use a reference, tbh I just eyeballed it with a pencil and stopped when I felt like it looked good (but I had to study how muscles worked lol)

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evakshinova

8 months ago

< seeing yourself in the mirror, finaly making eye contact with the person you always knew you were >

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evakshinova

3 months ago

a little sketchbook spread following the delay of my hrt appointment, im a little frustrated and sooo dysphoric

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evakshinova

3 months ago

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evakshinova

8 months ago

my mother sprayes it all the time whenever she is in any room and theres is insects there, she doesnt even bother to take pets or herself out. and when I tell her it is toxic she just tells me "nowadays everything is toxic"

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i admire her trail of thought but i dont like her killing spiders they are friendsss

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evakshinova

8 months ago

does this count as a fursona? let me know

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evakshinova

8 months ago

<<the constant pressure to be whatever people want me to be is killing me>>

[ID: a text saying "dont be surprised when I bite" on top of a drawing of a wolf snarling biting on a star]

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evakshinova

8 months ago

dysphoria

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