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Having a PMDD-esque period in sync with the depersonalisation and derealisation episode is really milking my bpd this week and it's only my first day.
More horrors to come tomorrow!
Suddenly I was in the shower. I looked down and my legs and my feet weren't my own.
It was like I was watching a movie or a cutscene in a video game.
Trying to put clothes on a dead eyed stranger.
I only post on here when I’m drunk or high.
I feel stuck between life and death, a sort of purgatory. My mind stuck in a realm of fiction and daydream. Is this normal? Surely it can’t be.
I see people around me, going on about their daily lives, the second I bring up the feeling of derealisation, they seem to shrug, unsure of what I’m speaking about.
It is an odd thought, to wish so badly you could rewrite your brain, and yet, another side of you thinking ‘but what will be you without me?’.
And so I sit in purgatory, surrounded by books, movies, character ai…
Never fully there. Never fully aware hat they are living in reality.