Flashme69 - 18 And Over Or Leave

Damn for me that's a lot of letting go lol

Scared

Sorry but not sorry. Don't confuse your feelings and mine. I've never once doubted us or been scared of you and the boys. I'm the one who has pushed for 16 months so just because you got cold feet and still had feelings for your husband don't try to blame me. I'm not the one running or scared to move forward with y'all. So you always remember that you go back to him ok you stay ok even better but I'm not the scared one. You do what's right for you but don't you dare put me through what I just went through again at least be upfront and just say what and who you want.That choice is up to you!!!!!

Light

You where the sun in my darkness, the torch to my pipe, the oxygen to my lungs,and the one to finally make my heart beat,you did so many good things for me in a world I thought was so harsh so painful and just hell for me. You made it into heaven your the one that made my life whole, complete, the one I knew in my new found heart would be there till my last breath to love me and hold me and keep the sun shining. No one ever touched me in the heart felt way you did and made me fill so much love. Then my world turned grey and in what seemed like a second went to fully burning hell. Know when I see you the sparkle in your eye is gone and so was my light know I'm worse off then before and even though your back it's so hard. I miss you when your gone but when I'm with you I'm angry I fill as if your not my sun your my darkness holding my sun prisoner. Till I explode which causes me even more anger not because e fight but because I fight with you. My light my everything it's like a nightmare I can't wake up from I just want to wake up to the sun I had and loved so much. But I'm so afraid she's gone for eternity or she will come back only to go dark again. All I can do is pray for her to come back or pray I go on to the next life for without sun I shall not grow anymore only starve to death looking for my light. And as bad as it hurts I think my only choice is to pray for the next life for I can't handle this pain any longer my heart has has almost stopped and will be completely in the following days💔😭

Sometimes you just have to let it be what it is because stressing and getting mad doesn't help a damn thing only makes it worse. I'm figuring this out more and more everyday still doesn't make it any easier though, but it is what it is. Things suck sometimes in those times just try to find something to occupy your time. Because at the end of the day when your the only one who really cares make yourself happy 😎 Let the goodtimes roll

F. Scott Fitzgerald / The Great Gatsby

I'm so afraid this has happened to me.@sunandwhiskey

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“You know, I can’t wait for you forever. So don’t ask me to stay when you keep walking away.”

— my thoughts