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Wake up!
The cabal is playing all their cards rn. Not just with twisting the protests to fit their agenda, controlling the public perception via social/mainstream media and fueling division. This is information warfare all assests are being deployed.
But what a coincidence that Anonymous comes back and now is attacking the Q information movement along with a very timely coordinated Epstein Doc on Netflix. Both very conveniently being “limited hangouts” A limited hangout is the deliberate revelation of some information to try to confuse and/or prevent discovery of other information. The Epstein doc is an extremely watered down “PG” version, hidding the true connections and true players to the Human Trafficking/Pedophilia/Satanic Ritual Cult. If you want the unfiltered truth of that it’s been on the Qanon boards for years.
Amen!
Lawless abound Soon the beast will wage war against the saints
Then said he unto them, Nation shall rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom: -Luke 21:10 ( Riots and BLM )
And great earthquakes shall be in divers places, and famines, and pestilences; and fearful sights and great signs shall there be from heaven. -Luke 21:11
But before all these, they shall lay their hands on you, and persecute you, delivering you up to the synagogues, and into prisons, being brought before kings and rulers for my name's sake. -Luke 21:12 ( right on God timing )
And it shall turn to you for a testimony. -Luke 21:13
Settle it therefore in your hearts, not to meditate before what ye shall answer: -Luke 21:14 ( be a stead fast resolved determined to finish your race strong not be shaken by what you see , hear or experience )
For I will give you a mouth and wisdom, which all your adversaries shall not be able to gainsay nor resist. -Luke 21:15 ( God will empower you through this do not be afraid )
And ye shall be betrayed both by parents, and brethren, and kinsfolks, and friends; and some of you shall they cause to be put to death. -Luke 21:16 ( again this will happen so learn to be wise but still preach the Gospel listen to the Holy Spirit instructions when to move when to speak )
And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake. -Luke 21:17 ( we see this now )
But there shall not an hair of your head perish. -Luke 21:18
In your patience possess ye your souls. -Luke 21:19 Amen
Mariusz Lewandowski - Magic of the forest (2020)
We are because they were. ♥️
@lexislines
I was just thinking about how people have a hard time believing this stuff. Especially believers. If you believe that Jesus did amazing miracles and died on the cross and then ROSE from the dead. (All super natural things.) How is it hard for them to believe the capabilities of the enemy and the supernatural world in that aspect? They don’t want to accept that there is evil? Are they THAT blind? Also Christianity is always being attacked. Jesus is always being ridiculed. That makes it even MORE real to me. That all the focus is on breaking down the Christian belief and TRYING to take what Jesus did for us to be in vain. We have to understand that the Bible is LITERALLY the living word of God! Like my friend and I were saying today, you can be book smart but still a sheep. Being book smart has NOTHING to do with being spiritually awake. Some people just can’t see past the wool. It’s so sad. Some of our very own loved ones. 😔
-Illustratum Paradoxon
Every. Single. Time.
-Illustratum Paradoxon
Do you ever become desensitized to your own trauma?? Like you’ve been dealing with it for so long that when you accidentally let it slip out in conversation and the persons like “um oh my god?” You’re like wow I forgot my life has been one unspeakable horror after another #noted
Dangggg
-Illustratum Paradoxon
very sensitive very aggressive
😱
-Illustratum Paradoxon
Me introducing myself like hi I romanticise everything, overthink way too much, live 85% of my life in my head and still can’t believe I’m a Real Person
Sometimes my empathy turns to apathy.
At times my rage is hard to contain.
Why must I feel so intensely.
When I’m sad my world is crumbling.
When I’m mad you’ll feel my wrath.
I’m loving and kind.
I’m mean and moody.
I’m tired guys.
Emotionally.
Mentally.
Physically.
Tired.
-Illustratum Paradoxon
👏🏼 👏🏼 👏🏼
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“Responsibility is not blame. Responsibility doesn’t mean that you did something “wrong”. It doesn’t mean that you caused something. It means that you can respond *in the present moment* to whatever is happening. It’s response-ability. It’s the ability to respond in the present moment. To say that we are wounded is one thing. To say that we are inevitably stuck that way because of what happened to us a long time ago is to abdicate responsibility, because it means “I’m simply a victim, and I can’t respond in any creative, powerful fashion, to what happened to me.”” -Gabor Maté
"If terrible things have happened to you, you are to have grown wiser. If the worst possible events have befallen you, you should be the wisest of the lot, but instead of going wise, most people become wounded. In a state of conscious response, it is possible to use any life situation, however ugly, as an opportunity for growth. But if you habitually think, I am the way I am because of someone else, you're using life situations merely as an opportunity for self-destruction or stagnation. The most horrific things in life, can be a source of nourishment if you accept, I am responsible for the way I am now. It is possible to transform the greatest adversity into a stepping stone for personal growth. If you take 100% responsibility for the way you are now, a brighter tomorrow is possible. But if you take no responsibility for the present, if you blame your parents, your friend, your husband, your girlfriend, your colleagues for the way you are, you have forsaken your future even before it comes." - Sadhguru
“If you aren’t dead you’ve got time.”
youth is a social contruct
They are literally talking about me. 😂 Also I AM a special snowflake. We ALL are! So I don’t feel bad for wanting to be treated like one! 💕 😛
-Illustratum Paradoxon
Little Enneagram 4 things
• car rides through the mountains with music. Don’t talk to me. I’m going to listen to music the entire time. Probably imagining and daydreaming.
• movie soundtracks
• Pinterest. Boards for stories you’re writing. Aesthetic boards for favorite book series. Boards for adaptations of your favorite books. Aesthetic boards in general. Boards for certain moods. Boards for certain memories. Boards for nostalgia. Boards that feed your interal daydreamings. Boards for quotes. And all of them are secret.
• I can’t do X until the atmosphere is right. Aka: I can’t do work on my computer until my room is picture-perfect. I can’t read until I have some hot drink and a blanket with me. Maybe a candle, too.
• “Does hot chocolate go with the book I’m reading? No, tea would be better.”
• rescuers. It’s not that I’m incapable, it’s just that I long for companionship carrying all this emotion and deep thinking. If you have a strong, confident, caring, CALMING personality I’m going to stick to you like glue because I NEED that in my life.
• keeping track of favorite quotes from books, movies, etc.
• did I mention daydreaming
• being extremely interested in Enneagram and other personality stuff partially because it’s talks about what makes you unique
• having so many thoughts that you have to write them down somehow to not lose them, and also having anxiety that you’re going to lose them because they’re important
• nostalgia
• being ashamed that your personality type is characterized by a need to feel like a special snowflake but also recognizing that it’s exactly true and hating yourself a little for it
• things have aesthetics. Vacations have aesthetics. Months have aesthetics. Music has aesthetics. Movies have them. Books have them. Friends have them. You don’t need to make a mood board or anything for them. They just have them. They exist in your brain attached to an aesthetic.
• I need. Time to be alone. Please give it to me, I promise it will be better for both of us
• if I trust you with my problems, prepare yourself for an emotional, deeply thought out deluge of personal history from the depths of my being
Um. Do I laugh or cry? It’s accurate. 🤷🏻♀️ 😏
Therapist: I believe you said that your childhood experience was satisfactory?
Four: No, you misheard me, I said it was ‘sadness factory’.
“I’m not here to fix anyone.”
Written: 1•30•19
Soul Connected
I was looking for me But I found you While soul searching I found truth That everything was in my head I was so used to past abuse Little did I know How my soul searching Would bring me to you I searched for my soul But my soul searched for yours Soul searching opened so many doors It’s like we vibe better We know we can weather any storm Sex was always amazing But now it’s more than our flesh Our souls make love Why should they get second best So many walls broken through I’m so glad my soul found you In the process of it all We learned the true meaning of This union Has nothing to do with rings, Vows, papers, or the fate of Divorce loomin’
-Illustratum Paradoxon
Word
“Being alone has nothing to do with how many people are around.”
— Richard Yates, Revolutionary Road (via wordsnquotes)
Never feel like you’re doing nothing. You can never know where you’ve sown a seed. Keep going ♥
I like people who have a sense of individuality. I love expression and anything awkward and imperfect, because that's natural and that's real.
— Marc Jacobs
You become a master of your life when you learn how to control where your attention goes.
Value what you give your time and energy to!
LMFAOOO why am I like this?
Meirl
“Some people are neither friends nor foes. They are simply another follower on your timeline of life” -Illustratum Paradoxon
7•27•17 | Self Reminder|
Stop trying to make people understand you. This is your journey. As long as YOU understand you and your heart is in the right place, no one else matters. They will just have opinions. Ideas of you. But never a true understanding of YOU. Don’t feel sad over it. Feel confident knowing yourself, loving yourself & being true to yourself.
-Illustratum Paradoxon
