Im On The Cold Floor

I'm going back to crying over everything. I hate it. I hate how alive I feel I hate this feeling i wish I could go back and be the pale lifeless emotionless person I was, I loved feeling so numbed and zombie like where I didn't cry for everything or worry about anything, I wish I was so tired and fragile like I was. These infusions and pills... are ruining me. Thanks alot.

I know it's wrong, but it feels so right

I'm crying really bad, I need to cut, vomit, masturbate

Why am I always the blame for everything? Am I an easy bunching bag? Does your verbal abuse really know how to humiliate me? I guess I know why I always saw myself so low and ugly

Welcome to the losers club!~♡♡♡

You'll float too! 🎈🤡 we all float down here

My heart burns there too❤️‍🔥

Beep beep Richie~

Hiyo silver away! 🚲

Just thinking about my death is so... mortifying. Thinking about getting hit by a train is so... so difficult. Jumping off a cliff is scary but yet all a slow painful deaths. I can imagine my whimpers in pain. Idk #vent

I took my first shot of Coke.... I HATED IT!!!! BLAAAAAAHHHHHHAGH!!!!!!!! 🤮 now i gotta work my ass off to lose 50 pounds today! THANKS FOR RUINING MY FIGURE AND DIET

Man... I want to vent to some1 but I guess not, I mean I don't have friends at all nor any1 really... I guess I have to take out my shitty diary I guess. Like the usual.

I hate to ask... what's a really good razor or something to cut with?- I have been cutting with a razor to shave, but that's not enough I used a knife and it's just not what I'm looking for. Any recommendations? Please thank you!

Roxanne wolf #securitybreach #Roxannewolf #fivenightsatfreddys