There Is A Hard Switch In That Goes "I Have Nothing To Live For" And "there Are So Many Things To Live

There is a hard switch in that goes "I have nothing to live for" and "there are so many things to live for"

And, depressingly, they do not contradict themselves

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2 weeks ago

That just some Great Colorwork and detail and Texture

Would like to eat and choke on thank you

On The Periphery, Part 1/2
On The Periphery, Part 1/2

on the periphery, part 1/2

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i tried drawing a longer comic this time and practice my pacing. there will be more! thanks for reading.

special thanks to seven and jedi for the beta, you guys are awesome.

1 month ago
2025 HAPPY BIRTHDAY 4/1

2025 HAPPY BIRTHDAY 4/1

2 weeks ago

Yes, there are favorite OCs, the momentary ones that just Strangle your brainwaves for several months at a time.

Then, I feel like, there is my Blorbo. My Idiot who gets all the character development (and traumatic storyline). They are the ones in my Midnight thoughts. Blorbo stays FOR YEARS AND YEARS.

If my artist friend wants to draw me something for my birthday? Blorbo is The Safest Choice. I will take Blorbo every day.

Favorite OCs are temporary. Blorbo Stays.


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2 weeks ago

I watched Kaiju №8, the anime.

And what endeared me to it, truly, was the genuine and wholesome heroism of Kafka.

I remember the scene in the last episode, as Kafka wakes up after getting his ass pummeled, viscerally destroying his own body.

He looks at the man that Hurt him, the father of a person he admires.

Kikoru's dad's first reaction is to say "Don't be scared, I'm not here to kill you." Logical. Cause that was that the Motive looked liked.

Kafka's first reaction is, WITH RELIEF, "I'm glad you aren't hurt or else I wouldn't be able to look Kikoru in the eye."

There is a couple more things that endeared me to this story, even though it is so similar to many others told (Almost cried in the first fucking episode over the friendship). But I feel like that one just made it solid.


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1 week ago

There are things that are frustrating make me angry

But Nothing will be more Infuriating than a "therapist" saying "You'll understand when you're older" at my like 16-17 year old ass when I said I do not believe in any higher power, in any "cosmic importance".

ITS BEEN LIKE 4 YEARS MY DUDE

STILL DON'T

YOU DID NOTHING BUT SEED CONTEMPT INTO ME


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1 month ago

Does... anyone believe anyone can die in bsd? Like, am I that cynical or something?

Like, there have been so many fake outs, so many cliffhangers only for the character to come back next chapter or in some time. And I just... don't know.

I'm tired? I guess?

Like, and Manga spoilers here for every Only anime person:

I dont believe whatever Fukuchi has become has killed anyone? In a sense that they, in time, wont be returned?

Maybe Bram dies (if I know something, characters who get backstories as they die Die forever)

End of spoilers here

But otherwise... the only character that dies in the Manga, if I remember correctly, Is the Director of Atsushi's orphanage?

I genuinely don't know if I it's just me or others have the same feelings?


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2 weeks ago

Confuse the algorithm. Google seabass legal length right after.

how to google pregnancy symptoms without google thinking its about me

1 month ago

This was inspired by that One conversation they have at the start of Season 2

Even though I don't think this conversation would Really happen, they embody the sound so well. It first their story so good.

I also do these animatics for fun and in no way know what I'm doing :D


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1 month ago
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2 weeks ago
Reblog If You’re Grateful For Your Commenters

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Lacquer & Lavender

Personal shitpost with all of the stuffs that comes with that. Call me Lavender/Lin/Lacquer, She/Her Did some stuff on Ao3 as The_Mystic_Lavender

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