Welp, Lazy Art, Again

SO I FINALLY GOT AROUND TO PLAYING THE SOUL STONE WAR, and I made this basic bitch and I love him, he is the only normal one besides Strassa maybe. At least as normal as a person trouble loves to follow anyway, but I digress.

The Soul Stone War is a lovely little game made by @intimidatingpuffinstudios, I’d probably play it sooner if I had… money, BUT I managed to get some and got both 1 and 2, they’ve been a blast even if 2 was a lot more, emotionally draining.

I’m gonna get into more deets about Isak here so, if ur not interested I’ll cover it up with a read more! Also it contains spoilers for books 1 and 2 so, if u wanna avoid that don’t look lol

Now seeing as the deets about the origins in game haven’t been revealed yet, I unfortunately cannot tell you exactly what happened to him, however I can give you how he reacted to all the shit that went on and how it affected him!

Isak grew up with his brother Jorgen and his mother, until she passed away probably around the time Isak was starting to reach maturity, he was heart broken of course, but Isak needed to be strong for Jorgen so he coped by looking on the brighter side of things. He tried to be a positive influence on his brother, and always did his best in taking care of him, either by working his absolute ass off in a toxic work environment for money or by telling Jorgen grand stories he made up based off of the tales in the scrolls in his village. He truly loved his brother and would do anything for him, including taking abuse by the locals that were particularly nasty to him and his brother.

He still tried to be friendly to the locals, even if they were cold, at the very least to try and make life easier for him and his brother. Of course the only person he considered a friend was his neighbor, who was the only person that was kind to him after his mother’s death, seeing as everyone would remain cold or even hostile to him despite his efforts.

Bain was his reoccurring tormentor, he tried many methods to placate him, appealing to him, letting him beat him, hell he even faught him once! But Isak lost, seeing as he avoided conflict where it would arise. Still none of these worked, and Bain continued to abuse him, but his brother especially

Which is probably what led to Jorgen’s subsequent death.

I cannot say what happened specifically, but regardless, Isak was completely crushed. For the first time in his life, he decided to give in to his rage as a way to placate the grief he would feel for the rest of his life, and he regretted doing so. Very much so.

After fleeing his village, he honestly considered just killing himself then and there, he couldn’t see a bright side his situation and the death of his brother was still fresh on his mind, but of course dear old lady Conch was there to remind him otherwise. With her help he regained his positive attitude, if not shaken now, and managed to pick himself up as much as he could from the depths and press on. To live a good life, one Jorgen likely would’ve wanted for him.

However Isak did develop a bad habit of spiraling if he doesn’t manage to convince himself that things will be ok, which usually leads to panic attacks, but of course he still tries despite this.

Hopefully this more or less sheds light on who he is a bit! He is an absolute peach and I love him, his design is probably a bit too bright for the setting but eh, it suits him, I’ll probably edit this to add his relationship dynamics so far if people r interested enough

I made a kin list CUZ IM COOL

(And bored)

BUT MAINLY COOL

Ok, getting back to drawing again (again) I redesigned my Mordred from @llamagirl28’s IF Bastard of Camelot

Honestly I’d talk about it more but I’ve been drawing nonstop for a few hours now and I’m fucking tired lol, mainly because I’ve been doodling a bunch of stuff with Mordred and the ROs from BoC, except Sofia cuz I just fucking gave up after Isac lol

Which btw is right here

Okay… so like, I found @lyragames to be released interactive novel, and uhh, I haven’t stopped thinking about it since, at all Bro I didn’t think I needed this till I saw it but I’m hyped as SHIT it looks so interesting right nowww Anyway I don’t have too much on this guy but his name is Otto, and he a pretty boy perfect beauty that kinda thing. Probably secretly insecure and it gets worse when he turns into a fucking goose lol the details however I will have to work on These are rough design notes but I like it so far :)

me talking in the tags on tumblr dot com

(SO IT HAS OCCURRED TO ME THERE ARE TECHNICALLY SPOILERS HERE IM SO SORRY, so here's the disclaimer,,,)

Okay HERES THE THING I WANTED TO POST cuz I really like it, just moments with the soggy man and how he’s doing so far in @bodycountgame which I will summarize below

So far he drinks in social situations to help with nerves but this definitely bites him in the ass laterHas tiny little doodle tats on his left hand that he did himself, including the mushroom fly one on his inner wrist which u could see better in his concept art post, Now has pierced ears with one hello kitty earring because THIS LOSER LOVES SANRIO on an artistic level at least

His impressions on people are as follows: Florrie is super cool and he likes her a lot (also low key cute)

Charlie is also really cool and the messiah

Adegoke is nice and he likes hanging with him he just hasn’t figured him out yet,

Vinh seems cool and he understands why the need to be alone so he hopes to maybe get to know them better later,

and Griff managed to fucking get through at least half of his mental walls and trust issues in under 12 hours due to the sheer genuine want to be his friend and it hit Dakota HARD man, idk about romance yet but he definitely entered into a Bromance with Griff

Also he’s Demi so that’s poggers

Hey u guys wanna see me get dunked on by bot? Cuz I just got destroyed

N,,, nonbinary byleth

An attempt at least

Woahhhhhhh new Mordred just dropped let’s go

I may or may not redraw Malinda tho, havnt quite pinned down how I wanna approach dragons, anywho obligatory @llamagirl28 mention for Bastard of Camelot, thanks for the blorbo to torture <3

Uhm,, trigger warning?? Its vent art so it's not gonna be good, scratching and strangulation u know the deal

Sorry for the bummer art, it's the only one I drew so

I figured I'd post it

I really am trying NOT to harm myself further than I have already had, and that's good progress to me.at least

I wanna learn to trust myself, and I think I'm getting there

It's just bad vibes day