Latest Posts by lyssrambles - Page 5

I am angry with you  But I am far more  disappointed in myself 

This is my fault

I let you in I showed you all my softest  most vulnerable bits I allowed myself to believe  you’d keep them safe

This is my fault

I'm over you But I will never be over what we had

There is more than one path to being a Good Human Being™

How can you let doubt lead you the way you do?

How can a man so spectacular in so many ways feel so inadequate?

I know my attempts to enlighten you to your own greatness fall on deaf ears

I know you believe I see you through love’s eye so my view is skewed You forget that I haven’t always loved you, But I have always thought you a great man

he took a screenshot and my heart took flight

I want...

I want to rail. I want to scream at the top of my lungs. I want to yell out horrible things about him and make him feel as useless and broken as I do.

I want his arms around me. I want him to stroke my hair and tell me it will be okay. I want to believe it will be okay. I want to be safe. And secure.

But no one hears my wants as they fall directly into the blackness which was once my heart.

Time again to box it all up. Put it away. Pretend I don’t feel. Time to lose myself in mundanity. Hide from passion. Give up on hope.

I'd like to have compassion for him but I can't I've already given him too much of my heart.

Chocolate is a health food. I bring her chocolate and I remain healthy.

His possession wrapped around me like a warm coat, shielding me in a way it felt like only he could from my own frozen heart

Hanging on by a thread Waiting for you to cut the cord

Leap of Faith can be an expensive ride,  though well worth it I just wish I were worth the price   of admission to you

I used to think the worst case scenario  would be you decided you disliked the real me But your apathy cuts deeper than any hatred could

I changed my Facebook relationship status to in a relationship with Chocolate

Chocolate doesn’t forget to call or run away because it can’t handle how it feels about me

Hyperbole is my favorite form of communication Overstating a happiness I barely feel is easier than admitting to the overwhelming sadness

I pray one day you will drunk text me So you can finally find the freedom to express all those things you’ve locked up deep down

You’ve broken my heart into a thousand different pieces, in a thousand different ways Each time I wonder if this will be the last It isn’t; Somehow I always manage to forgive you

You think her kiss is magic One day you’ll learn it’s poison

Try not to think of me when you are alone

Try not to think of me when she won’t do those things for you

Try not to think of me when you are tired of forcing your round psyche into her square hole

Try not to think of me when you realize you can’t find happiness pretending to be someone you’re not

Try not to think of me because I am trying not to think of you

Try not to think of me

I wonder if you wonder what I wonder