"One Batch, Two Batch Penny And Dime. Here I Come. Here I Come."

independent, mutual exclusive natalia alianovna romanova / natasha romanoff from marvel. influenced by mcu & 616.  highly headcanon based. canon divergent. multi-verse, multi-ship, and crossover/oc friendly. a study in: childhood trauma, psychological conditioning, espionage, PTSD, survivor's guilt, living after you've died, how to love and be loved, and finding your family. loved by ash. she/her. est. thirty+. carrd. promo. open starters.

blogroll: natasha romanoff / @madeofmarblex (medium activity) jessica jones / @repressfeelings (medium activity)

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leaning against the counter in the kitchen like it's the only thing that's keeping her standing there's nothing between them but silence. it's a calm silence she lets embrace her like an old friend. there are several seconds that pass before a sigh escapes her lips as though the thought of speaking is literal torture. natasha's patient as she speaks, ensuring with each word that she's composed and put together, a stark contrast to the feelings that she has on the inside. "you've got to be fucking kidding me." alright, maybe she wasn't as composed as she wanted to appear.

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I’m a sucker for characters who see troubled kids in dangerous situations and basically go “they need parents, guess that’s me now”

𝒐𝒉  𝒔𝒊𝒎𝒑𝒍𝒆  𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈  𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆  𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆  𝒚𝒐𝒖  𝒈𝒐𝒏𝒆?   i'm  getting  old  &  i  need  something  to  rely  on.   𝒔𝒐  𝒕𝒆𝒍𝒍  𝒎𝒆  𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒏  ,  𝒚𝒐𝒖'𝒓𝒆  𝒈𝒐𝒏𝒏𝒂  𝒍𝒆𝒕  𝒎𝒆  𝒊𝒏.   i'm  getting  tired  &  i  need  somewhere  to  begin  …

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i wouldn’t be me if i didn’t come back and say let’s do the darn thing. press the heart to talk shipping with nat, priority will be given to those willing to interact and develop both ic / ooc. pre-established or building relationships both welcome.

@sxrgeant gets a starter because i said so

she's intrigued by the thought of people living their lives after she'd been on vacation... (what else did you call it when you faux die for a stone to help save the universe?) and she has to wonder if that's what it was like for the people who were blipped. she's heard that it was like no time had passed but everything around you was different. natasha would call her time from vormir to the time she was back on earth similar. like she'd been there one second and the next she was home but it seemed everything had changed. listening to everyone else share their stories helps her forget that she's not supposed to be here. it alleviates from some of the constant anxiety that she's constantly radiating. she listens intently to james share his story, chin supported by her hand as she sits legs crossed in the seat across from him. "so where's sam now? i mean, what's next?"

This is something that I have been working on since I started playing Natasha way back when, I will continue to add things as I come up with ideas. If you see something that you’d like to do with little old me please feel free to send me a message. The cool part about the multi verse part of this blog is ideas can be done with more than one muse.

auntie nat content. — this is basically the whole bulletin. auntie nat content is the best content and i will forever love it.

red room into kbg things. — young natasha things before SHIELD, aka threads that will hit right in the feels.

assistant natalie rushman. — this can be during the iron man setting or maybe her going back to work as pepper’s assistant after iron man. she could be undercover or it could be after the fall of SHIELD. i am open to all of the things.

general undercover things. - natasha on missions in places where she might run into people she wouldn't normally.

looking into her roots. — nat wanting to learn more about where she comes from in an attempt to learn more about herself. yes, thank you. it could be during the fall of SHIELD or after Black Widow?

on the run. — natasha on the run after civil war trying to help her friends stay undercover, either before or after black widow timeline. plus we can always have nat visiting people that she shouldn't while she's on the run.

during the five years. — natasha running the avengers compound was always a storyline that grabbed my attention. she needs the purpose in doing that to feel like she’s not completely losing control. but also, her helping the children who lost their parents after the snap.

natasha being snapped. — give me an AU where nat was the one of the people snapped and her having to deal with the aftermath of coming back five years later.

natasha training. — it could be new members of the avengers team or her working with the young avengers. i am open to all of the things.

post-endgame things. — a) this blog follows the ‘return the soul and get the soul back’ for the ease of the mun and i’d love to explore her coming to peace with the fact that she did die, people mourned her but now she’s back. b) nat never died, clint did, or give me an au where someone else went with her to vormir and they did. both of these options will have lots of angst.

family things. — nat with her found family, nat with yelena, nat with adopted children, give me all of the feels.

retirement. — nat retired but for some reason no one else can get that she keeps finding herself being dragged in for whatever reason.

natasha living a normal life. — a) nat actually being happy and living a normal life where she was raise by her parents and instead she’s just a regular old person who found her way to new york for work. b) undercover normal life where she is doing things for SHIELD. 

memory loss natasha. — better known as getting to play threads as natalia who loses her memory for whatever reason and has no trust for anyone in her life.

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