Please Read!!!

i NEED to start a youtube channel. or a podcast. deep dive videos are very inspiring

Was going through my camera roll and found an old screenshot and THE UPGRADE between Leo's appearance description on the Wiki from 2021 and 2024 is actually kinda hilarious lmao

2021:

2024:

Whoever wrote the 2021 version need to go to jail like rn

pleek! i love these

shifting ask game — ☆

(cause I desperately want to interact with my moots)

p.s. these are oddly specific because oddly specific questions are fun ☆

reblog; if you see this reblogged by someone, go send in an ask!

🌞; what’s one specific scenario or thing from your dr that you get the nervous jitters for?

🪐; who is your comfort person in your dr? name three specific reasons why.

🕸️; where will you be when you first wake up in your dr? what clothes will you be in?

🌧️; who will be the first person you talk to in your dr that you’re excited to meet? how will the convo go?

🦷; list three dr-specific skills you plan to learn in your dr and how you’ll learn them.

🥥; list three specific smells from your dr and explain them.

🌱; in incorrect quote style, make a likely scenario with you and one (or multiple) people from your dr.

🌊; pretend your dr has one of those filler-beach-day episodes. what’s everyone doing?

🍎; what are three songs that remind you of your dr and why?

☕️; what are three habits you have in your dr that you’ll carry over from your cr?

🩰; you’re stressed in your dr. what’s likely stressing you out? and how do you cope/feel better?

🌿; pick your favorite quote from each of your favorite people in your dr.

🌜; what are three specific daily quirks you’ll have to get used to in your dr?

🌬️; what’s the wackiest shifting symptom you’ve gotten?

🐞; name three oddly specific things you’re excited to witness in your dr.

(I have said specific way too many times in this post)

i love lemon pound cake. this blog is now a lemon pound cake fan page

the impact celsius has on my life needs to be studied.

”your notes are a look into your soul blah blah blah”

my notes:

i want a love like i’ve seen in the movies, that’s why i’ll never fall in love

pairing: valgrace (leo valdez x jason grace)

summary: jason is dead. leo writes letters to him to cope.

word count: 418 (oof)

a/n: GUESS WHO FINALLY GOT HER ACT TOGETHER!!!!!! title from ‘like the movies’ by laufey, relates to nothing i just thought it was cute lmao. wrote this at 2am while severely dehydrated and sleep deprived. i did not check, but hopefully the spelling is ok. enjoy!!!!

(dividers by @plutism)

jason,

you’ll never get this. trust me, i know it. you’re gone.

piper says you wrote letters to me when I was gone. gods, why would you write letters? you’re you were dyslexic, you idiot! i’m barely writing right now. this is hard.

i never found the ones you wrote when we were going through your stuff. i wish i did. maybe it could’ve given me some closure, i guess. i hold on to every part of you i can find. your clothes smell less like you every day. the flowers i put at your grave the first day are starting to wilt. 

i still can’t believe it; we were done, out of the woods.(will has been forcing me to listen to taylor swift to try and cheer me up. it’s torture.) now, you’re gone. what’s the point of anything at this point? nothing feels real. one day, i’ll go to elysium. see you again. hopefully. the judges better grant me that mercy. i’ve lived a shit life. i deserve a happy ending. at least, i think i do.

i would go to a therapist, but… i don’t think that would be good for me right now. too much thinking. i usually try not to think. instead, my therapy is building stuff in bunker nine. i’ve been looking at spheres. they can do so much! i almost lasered off my whole arm the other day and but it’s whatever, you don’t want to hear me ramble right now.

i’m reading more, too. you would always get on me about that. well, fake you, at the wilderness school. you were always so righteous. i guess real you was too busy saving the world to annoy me about my reading habits. anyways, i asked annabeth for recommendations. BAD IDEA. now she’s forcing me to read all the “classics”! it’s a nightmare. but some of them are okay, like jane austen. did you know she was a baddie? because she is. but i was reading the canterville ghost, by oscar wilde. there was one line that made me think, which i don’t do much, clearly.

“death must be so beautiful. to lie in the soft brown earth, with the grasses waving above one’s head, and listen to silence. to have no yesterday, and no tomorrow. to forget time, to forget life, to be at peace.”

i know most of this is wrong. they don’t have any silence in elysium! but for what it’s worth, i hope you’re at peace. you deserve that, after everything.

i miss you.

leo

end note: ANYWAYSSSSSS

i am planning to make a prequel of one of jason’s letters eventually. i rlly hope you liked it! i’ll link it here when it’s done. lmk if you want to be added to the taglist!

GENERAL TAGLIST: @illneverforget365

VALGRACE TAGLIST: n/a

peek into my life 2

rehearsal is only in the afternoon today, meaning this morning i got to help my friend paint signs for the show! she is so good, literally an art master. i am hopeless but i helped paint the backs!! also got subway for lunch i love subway. we paint at a middle school because my company runs a theater program during the summer there, and their scene shop is so big :D the one at our home theater is TINY and you have to squeeze past the set pieces to get to the dressing rooms ugh. also the kids doing the program are so cute. i looked like a rat during middle school but they're very preppy now. lululemon, aviator nation, etc. i think its cute tho haha

I’m literally the #1 will solace fan. if he has 50 fans I am one, if he has no fans I am dead and will be resurrected to immortality so I can be his #1 fan forever