Latest Posts by nerdytransman - Page 2

TW: SELF HARM

jesus fuck. its gotten so bad im currently cutting my fucking lips. MY LIPS.

eddie portrait in guache man i love doing guache portraits so much i think i'll paint bruce too dont know when tho

AL SHIFAA CATASTROPHE.

patients who were in al shifaa hospital had to evacuate and leave to southern gaza. patients with first degree burns, patients who have lost limbs, patients who have lost blood, patients who have been starved by the israeli-american-british-french-egyptian-arab siege and blockade on gaza, patients who had no access to any food or water or medicine for the last few days ARE FORCED TO LEAVE A HOSPITAL AND WALK 15 KILOMETERS SOUTH ON FOOT.

an eyewitness medical staff told al Jazeera: "i've seen men, women and children falling on the streets, barely able to stand on their feet let alone walk FIFTEEN KILOMETERS, THEY WILL DIE (HE SAID) THEY'VE BEEN GIVEN A DEATH SENTENCE BY THE IOF. if these people don't die from the fatigue they will be murdered by iof snipers who have been killing people randomly at check points or they will be kidnapped like many more. dead bodies are everywhere. the scenes are heart wrenching. this is not the gaza we know. everything is destroyed.

the israelis refused to let ambulances get to al shifaa to help evacuate people. and the iof forces destroyed all the vehicles parked in the hospital and put them on top of each other to make it impossible to use them. doctors refused to leave their patients behind, so around 150 patients who cannot move at all have stayed in the hospital accompanied by their doctors. the iof is planning to make al shifaa hospital a military base for his soldiers to rest and operate."

[the translation is mine and it is not word for word and this video is just a part of his testimony. but i tried to sum up everything he said]

what has this world become. how can anyone of those politicians, leaders and international organizations lift their heads and bluntly support Israel and make excuses for its war. how are they still bluntly and shamelessly calling hamas terrorists when we are all seeing who the terrorists really are. how can any human being witness all of this and still thinks "zionism is sexy" and chooses to "stand with Israel" and still thinks this is "self-defense"

what.

Palestine is NOT a trend. boycotting Israel-supporting companies is NOT a trend. your compassion for the innocent is NOT a trend. isreal was, is and WILL continue killing Palestinians and bombing Gaza for as long as the world is silent. do not stop talking about it. do not stop boycotting. never. stop.

Imagine knowing that a genocide is happening and people are dying and what you have to say about that is "zionism is sexy". noah has gone far beyond just being ignorant to being plain cruel.

mlp haters: mlp fans suck!!!!!!!!!!!! vylet pony: makes awesome music

mlp haters: thats not fair!!!!!! RAAAAAAAH

Don't know if I've posted them here but I made a bunch of Dano Riddler fanart last year

TW: HEAVY TOPICS, BUGS

made a bunch of vent thingys idk what to call them

and no, these are not made to be aesthetic. these are actually vents, from the heart. i chose these images because they resonate with me, not because theyre aesthetic. anyways there are a lot of canine ones, prob cause im canine kin??? idk they just kinda felt right to use but uh yeah :/

BOYS KISSING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(sound of applause)

THREE BOYS KISSING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(even louder applause)

noah schnapp liking a video mocking the victims in gaza, spreading the most nasty zionist propaganda, and mocking islam and muslims with the false pretense of opposing hamas. such a vile human being.

erm i finished scream 1996 last night and number one i think i busted every time i saw billy and stu and number two billy and stu are gay. thats all i have to say today goodbye

take it.

OMG OMG OMG OMG TALKING HEADS X FNAF?????? RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH 🗣️🔥🔥🔥

Same as it ever was

each family has at least 30 people.. entire bloodlines erased. fuck this shit, Palestine will be free and Palestinians will return to their rightful land. 🇵🇸

-Has the network returned, Dad?!

-Yes, it's back, my dear..

-Alright, let's take a picture to reassure them about us..

-The dawn of the twenty-fourth day of the war..

#Gaza

An Instagram version for easy sharing https://www.instagram.com/p/CzBBdS2sXjt/?utm_source=ig_web_copy_link&igshid=MzRlODBiNWFlZA==

how you can help palestine

*i regularly update this post with any new info i find so please always reblog the original post*

Donations

palestine children's relief fund

palestine red crescent society

help bring down israel's weapon trade - palaction

save palestine - islamic relief canada

click to donate - arab.org

send medical supplies to gaza - palestinian american medical association

NOTE: journalists based in gaza are saying that donations are not going to help atm. what will help is a demand for ceasefire. so please contact your local MPs every single day demanding as such. palestine need a ceasefire right now, not money (i will update when monetary help is needed)

if you want to donate, do this instead:

help buy e-sims for people in gaza (as it stands, there are enough e-sims purchased for now. i will let you know once they need donations again. if you would like to stay updated, please follow @/Mirna_elhelbawi on twitter)

Petitions

petition to investigate war crimes committed by israeli military

demand ceasefire - amnesty.org

open call for immediate ceasefire

american government call for immediate ceasefire

american government to stop funding israeli military

ceasefire and increase humanitarian assistance - oxfam au

petition to get canva to address their pro-israel stance

they have been deleting private pro-palestine posts

location specific petitions

gaza call for ceasefire - oxfam (UK)

end israeli occupation - parliament uk (UK)

email your MP - medical aid for palestine (UK)

stop fuelling genocide - action network (USA)

ceasefirenow.com - jewishvoiceofpeace (USA)

call congress and demand a ceasefire - uscpr (USA - they provide a script of what you should say, so don't worry about it)

note: you can call everyday. they tally the number of calls per issue. so more calls = higher chance for them to take action. p.s. you mainly go to voicemail so don’t worry about phone call anxiety. fight through it just this once please.

australia call on israel to stop attacking palestinians - apan (AUS)

sign to send letter to MP for ceasefire - nccm (CANADA)

ceasefire now! - ijv (CANADA)

cessez-le-feu et un couloir humanitaire - le mouvement (FRANCE)

write to your député - assemblée nationale (FRANCE)

skydda civilbefolkningen i gaza! - mittskifte (SWEDEN)

singaporeans call for immediate ceasefire (SIN)

contact your elected reps and demand a ceasefire (GERMANY)

write to the EU demanding a ceasefire (EUROPE)

template of letters you can send (EU)

guide on how to contact your MPs in EU

multiple actions you can take to help palestine - plant een olifbloom (NETHERLANDS)

includes: links for donations, emails to MP, emails to media, links to petitions and demonstrations

den haag, maak nú werk van vrede in israël/Palestina - the right forum (NETHERLANDS)

Campaigns

friends of al-aqsa

❥ UK-specific

urge your MP to speak up for palestine

hands off al-aqsa

stop administrative detention

petition for UK to stop arming israel

❥ International

boycott puma — email them to end their partnership with israel

boycott coca-cola

palestine action

join the resistance

islamic relief canada

urge your MP to rally for ceasefire

decolonise palestine

poster campaign to raise awareness on the war crimes being committed against palestinians | (very very important please share + read the sources provided)

text/call campaign for people living in USA

text CEASEFIRE @ 51905 to call for a ceasefire

text RESIST @ 50409 to send a letter to your representatives to pass HR3103–a bill that prohibits tax dollars from going to israel

download 5Calls app to contact members of your congress | (more info)

BDS movement

get involved in boycotting companies associated with israel

please let me know if you have any more links. i will add them in. and please reblog the original post!!

UPCOMING PROTESTS

PALESTINIAN LITERATURE READING LIST

thank you so much for this. ive been having a really rough time for a very long time and life just purely sucks. but youve made me realize how much of a valuable person i am. how much i am a good person myself, how much i deserve love. im still learning to love myself, so just thank you. for everything. for being a good friend, for just goddamn everything. i cant express how much i love you and treasure you too, its crazy. for the last time, thank you.

Klitz...you don't deserve to die at all, and honestly I'm so sorry for what this world has brought you. I personally don't think you deserve it. But I don't know what's going on in your head, or what You've done. But from my perspective you're just the best. You're sweet, accepting and funny. And don't deserve any of the violent things you think you do. But I get existing can be just not fun. But people like you don't deserve that, but life isn't fair and I know you know this but I just want to remind you that just because life isn't being good to you doesn't mean you have to not be good to yourself. I can't wait until you're happy, not depressed and self harm free.. I'll probably cry from joy. Because it's very clear that right now and for however long, you've been very broken. I think that's the perfect word to describe it honestly. And I really wish I could fix you but I guess I can't. And you also can't go waiting for other people to save you. You have to do it yourself. Don't rely on others and their opinions for you or your happiness, life is stupid. And you're not a "normal human girl" you're so much more than what people see and I hope you find more people like me who will see that. And understand that we are not our bodies. You are not your body. You are your favorite songs, your favorite shows and movies, you're favorite snacks and characters. But you're also not okay right now and I really

— I don't have the other half of this thanks to Pinterest but what I want to add is, I love you. So much. And you're so beautiful and amazing. And I don't care how many times you have thoughts like this or how many times you do self harm. I am here. And I always will be here for you until things get better, and when they do I will STILL be here for you, you're one of the only people I know I want to keep in my life for as long as I can because you are truly treasure. People like you aren't just everywhere. You're not even from this world to me, you're unreal compared to every single person I've ever met.. you. Are. so. amazing.

pls treat yourself better and learn to love, I know it'll take some time maybe ever six years but if you can do it.. at any point in your life a win is a win. I hope you can love yourself as much as I love you.

TW: SUICIDE, VIOLENCE

i want to die. i am so tired of everything. im tired of waking up every morning, just to feel like shit. im tired of having this body. im tired of being myself. im tired of going to school, and im not fucking ready to get a job in the future. i am so tired of every little thing this world has brought upon me. i want to scream. scream until every little thought in my brain leaves. and i want to kick myself until my face caves in. punch myself until my whole head is bleeding. stab myself, until my heart stops. bash my head into a wall, until my brain cant handle it anymore and shuts down. i want to scratch and cut at my skin until its covered with bright red. i want to destroy myself. beat myself until theres nothing left. i have cried, and cried, and cried, and cried. but now, i cant get anything out of my eyes. i just have this glossy look, and i just feel dead. i cant tell if im even human anymore. the way that people treat me, and see me. they see a human girl, a normal human girl. i see a monster, a person who deserves to die. and im happy that i will some day.

Hey, please reblog and add the name of a palestinian artist, musician, novelist, poet, etc. If u want to include a pic that awesome, but not necessary if u don't have it at hand. U know a cool book on a palestinian contemporary art? Give the name! U know the name of a palestinian craft or a tradition that is share between Palestine and neighbours? Put it here.

This will not only help me to educate myself better, but also to tell others and keep palestinians in the tags not only with news and terrible traumatic pics and testimonies, but also with the culture that the colonialist pretend to erase and appropriate. Palestine can't be in our minds only the resistance and the horrors, and the dying. They are people, cultures, life, the daily things too.

sometimes i just. think about dano edward nashton and uh. my tail starts wagging and i get really happy and then the happy uh. music in my head plays and then im suddenly dancing and squealing and flailing around. good times /srs

woah i just finished kid war by csh on the 1 album and holy shit the screaming and the ending was surreal

miss the days when id actually have fun rping as william afton

The aspiring 12 year old youtuber from gaza was killed by Israeli forces. He started his YouTube channel years ago inspired by the famous gaming youtuber in this video. His dream was to reach 100k subscribers, but his dream was stolen since he got killed at the 8th of October due to the Israeli bombardment on gaza. Now, he has more than 800k subscribers after his story has been shared which means his dream came true, he just isn't there to witness it. We are not numbers, share our stories, remember that we lived and we wanted to live to the fullest.

The youtuber finds that Awni was his biggest fan and he contacted him more than once, and that he opened his YouTube channel inspired by him. This is heartbreaking.

this is going around twitter rn but im also super curious: please tell me your top four comfort movies that you’re always down to watch bc my friend thinks mine are ridiculous and now we’ve realised everyone’s version of “comfort” is hilariously different

tw: mention of blood, s/h (kinda), religious stuff

so erm shit went down at my house. i had the most intense mental breakdown and violent outburst ive ever had. screaming, sobbing, bleeding, banging of doors, fighting (punching, pushing, slapping, shoving, kicking), praying, being held down (was actually being held down while my parents were praying, felt like i was being crucified or some shit, scared the absolute hell out of me), brother noticed the screaming, was a little scared and concerned about me, but then everything calmed down. my dad offered to take me on a car ride to calm me down, actually helped. actually thought of edward nashton and my friends and lover comforting me, helped me a lot. but now there are slight tints of blood covering the doors from banging my hand so hard on the door 👍 life is so good

motherfuckers be like "I'm pro mental health" until

• age regression and related

• coping through kink

• coping through fiction

• poor hygiene

• disordered eating

• self destructive behaviour

• "evil"/"scary" disorders (cluster b, schizo-spec, dissociative, paraphilia, etc)

• and other that I can't currently remember

spin, accompanied with silly music ^_^

HEHE i luv being silly online!! ^_^ >_< :3

NOOOONOAANOAANJAJAJAJA A THSIS ISNT HOW IT WAS SI FSUOOODED TO GO!!1!1!1!!1!11!1!1!11!1!1!1!11!1!1!1!1!!1!11!!1!11!!1!11!1!1!1!1!11!1!1!1!1!1!1!1!1!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGAGAGAHAHAGAHHAHA AAAAAAAAAAAAAA

erm this is not a request but uh you are very silly and i like it ^_^ i love how sillily you draw edward oh my gid typing sillily hurts my eyes but anyways silliness is 100% there!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! erm yeah goodbye

THANK YOU IVE BEEN MEANING TO DRAW HIM MORE RR

I LOVE PAUL DANO AND BATMAN SO MUCH IM GLAD YOU LIKE IT