i could disappear and no one would notice
“Its over. You’ve lost.”
His heart hammered in his chest, tears of frustration pressing against his eyes, and for a brief, panic-induced moment, he didn’t know what to do.
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Summer Sunset
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50. “I need you to forgive me.”
Kim Jongin (Kai) x Reader
Genre: Mafia AU, angst
Word Count: 506
You were woken up by someone shifting at the end of yourbed. You opened your eyes and looked up.
“Jongin! What are you doing here? When did you come back?”
He didn’t say anything just gave you a faint smile which youcould barely see in this darkness. You checked out the clock. It was 4 am.
“Did something happen?” you asked him.
“No,” he replied. You stared at each other in silence for abit longer then you lay back down on the pillow and rolled to one side.
“I’m going to sleep, are you?” he continued to sit there butafter a while you felt him getting closer. He pulled you to him.
“Y/N?” he asked you when you were almost asleep again. “Ineed you to forgive me. I know I promised it wouldn’t happen again.”
You immediately turned to him, threw the covers off andturned the light on. You noticed that his shirt was stained and beads of sweatwere forming on his forehead. You literally ripped the shirt off him to reveala badly bandaged wound.
“Why didn’t the others help you?” you said standing up andrunning to the bathroom to get the med kit.
“Y/N that’s not it. The wound will be fine.”
“No it won’t. Sit up,” you ordered.
“Y/N…” he said when you came back. “I… I killed someone.
You froze there in the doorway, the way he looked at you,you knew you had to brace yourself for bad news but you didn’t expect this.
“It was your brother,” it seemed like you were suddenly hitin the stomach, you felt sick, you needed air. You dropped the med kit on thefloor, went to the window and opened it fully. You couldn’t believe it.
“Y/N, please. It was me or him. We weren’t prepared fortheir attack.”
Me or him. He always said that when he killed someone. Asmuch as you hated your brother he was still family. You knew something likethis will happen sooner or later but why did it had to be Jongin out of allpeople. You slumped down by the window. He groaned out in pain and slowly cameup and sat behind you. He wrapped his arms around your waist.
“Y/N, say something,” but only a few tears dropped.
“Did he suffer?” you finally asked.
“No,” he answered quickly and somehow you knew he wasn’tlying.
“Thank you,” you said and finally let your emotions takeover. He listened to your quite sobs for a while when you turned around andpressed your hand to his wound.
“Come I need to patch you up,” but he stopped you before youstood up and gave you a tight hug.
“Are you okay?”
“I will be,” you said. “But I will be even happier if youdon’t die on me.”
He chuckled and sat down on the bed with you still in hisarms. He stroked your cheek gently.
“I promise I will never make you cry again.”
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