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50. “I need you to forgive me.”
Kim Jongin (Kai) x Reader
Genre: Mafia AU, angst
Word Count: 506
You were woken up by someone shifting at the end of yourbed. You opened your eyes and looked up.
“Jongin! What are you doing here? When did you come back?”
He didn’t say anything just gave you a faint smile which youcould barely see in this darkness. You checked out the clock. It was 4 am.
“Did something happen?” you asked him.
“No,” he replied. You stared at each other in silence for abit longer then you lay back down on the pillow and rolled to one side.
“I’m going to sleep, are you?” he continued to sit there butafter a while you felt him getting closer. He pulled you to him.
“Y/N?” he asked you when you were almost asleep again. “Ineed you to forgive me. I know I promised it wouldn’t happen again.”
You immediately turned to him, threw the covers off andturned the light on. You noticed that his shirt was stained and beads of sweatwere forming on his forehead. You literally ripped the shirt off him to reveala badly bandaged wound.
“Why didn’t the others help you?” you said standing up andrunning to the bathroom to get the med kit.
“Y/N that’s not it. The wound will be fine.”
“No it won’t. Sit up,” you ordered.
“Y/N…” he said when you came back. “I… I killed someone.
You froze there in the doorway, the way he looked at you,you knew you had to brace yourself for bad news but you didn’t expect this.
“It was your brother,” it seemed like you were suddenly hitin the stomach, you felt sick, you needed air. You dropped the med kit on thefloor, went to the window and opened it fully. You couldn’t believe it.
“Y/N, please. It was me or him. We weren’t prepared fortheir attack.”
Me or him. He always said that when he killed someone. Asmuch as you hated your brother he was still family. You knew something likethis will happen sooner or later but why did it had to be Jongin out of allpeople. You slumped down by the window. He groaned out in pain and slowly cameup and sat behind you. He wrapped his arms around your waist.
“Y/N, say something,” but only a few tears dropped.
“Did he suffer?” you finally asked.
“No,” he answered quickly and somehow you knew he wasn’tlying.
“Thank you,” you said and finally let your emotions takeover. He listened to your quite sobs for a while when you turned around andpressed your hand to his wound.
“Come I need to patch you up,” but he stopped you before youstood up and gave you a tight hug.
“Are you okay?”
“I will be,” you said. “But I will be even happier if youdon’t die on me.”
He chuckled and sat down on the bed with you still in hisarms. He stroked your cheek gently.
“I promise I will never make you cry again.”
“Are you even listening to me?”
“Where are your pants?”
“I laugh because I hurt inside.”
“Please refrain from shooting her, we need her for later.”
“You look like an open autopsy.”
“That’s french for ‘go away’.“
“You know, I would help, but making fun of you is so much more satisfying.”
“No, you silly goose, it’s magic!”
“Put me down!”
“How much did someone pay you to wear that?!”
“What did you just do?!”
“Stop filming me, moron!”
“It was all me, by the way.”
“Look at this, ACTION ROLL! They’ll never see it coming!”
“You know ‘give me a warning’ means let me know BEFORE they come in here!”
“I’d say I’m sorry, but I’m not.”
“I may have mildly panicked…”
“Ooo, that must’ve hurt!”
“I am very, very bad under pressure!”
“Shut up, it’s fine, just chill, we’re fine, I’m fine, everything is cool, everything is good! We’re chill, nothing is happening and I am not freaking out, not at all, we’re FINE.””
“Now, not to be forward, but I love you.”
“I’m 72 different flavors of done with you.”
“Hey, on the ground there it says you’re a gullible shit.”
“It’s do or die, most likely die.”
“No it’s ‘Protect and Serve’ not ‘Get Rekt and Swerve’.”
“You make me smile.”
“Liam Neeson would do it.”
“Jail can’t stop me.”
“It’s four o'clock, don’t you think you should fuck off?”
“I remain confused.”
“As the wise Scooby Doo said; “Ruh Roh”.”
“I don’t know about you guys, but I feel fabulous.”
“Can someone shoot him?”
“Well this isn’t at all like High School Musical.“
“Quick, blend in!”
“At the moment, it seemed like a good plan, obviously it was not.”
“Well obviously nothing is going on here!”
“Can I help you?”
“Don’t be intimidated by my bloody and battered figure.”
“Is your name Bob? You look like a Bob.”
“KILL ME! KILL ME IN THE EYES!”
“Well that was unsettling.”
“Don’t judge me, but I may have murdered someone.”
“Why is there a picture of Steve Buscemi in your bathroom?!”
“My budget is 5 dollars, what are your recommendations?”
discarded // 3.16.2021
You remind me of the ocean. Your voice can lull and rock me into a comfort, you seep deep into every fiber of my body. Water falls over me, the lapping of warm ocean water a constant only you can provide. Other times you heave your powerful hand from deep within and suck me into a drowning panic. You can throw harsh sprays and lashes that leave words imprinted like sand grains embedded in the skin.
g.e. // March 23rd (via writesnsuch)
A leads B around the city for a scavenger hunt. About halfway through, A leaves B with a clue that takes them to their favourite spot.
A is there and on one knee with the biggest smile on their face.
Don’t shorten your words, I like your details