Sadists are wierd because if you look up at them with teary red eyes, mascara running down your face, whimpering, crying and begging them, it just gets them harder, more exciting and makes them want to do more of whatever is causing your distress….
It’s me. I’m sadists.
It is such a shame that you aren’t able to concentrate so well with your clit so achy. We really should do something about that.
Take a moment to close your eyes… breathe… relax… Focus on your achy clit. Embrace that feeling. You have earned this ache after so so much orgasm denial and daily edging. You deserve to savor it. Let the ache wash over you. Let the hormones feeding your addiction flood & condition your mind. Building & strengthening new synapses.. new neural pathways and reinforcing existing ones that align with your pleasure. Finding that place inside you where ache becomes bliss. This condition serves you so much more than needlessly cumming without permission. This place only good girls get to see & feel. Now say outloud. “My pleasure is denial. It makes me ache and that is proof of my pleasure. Pleasure is my reward."
Focus on your task now, toy. Have fun be safe and have a great day!
inspired by goodgirls-dont-cum
Force me to drink a bunch of water and then not let me pee. Tell me if I wet myself, I’ll be punished terribly. Then proceed to rape and beat me over and over again. With toys, with your cock… It’ll hurt so much more when I’m raped with my bladder full. Don’t stop until I piss myself and then punish me for being such a disgusting little slut who can’t follow simple orders.
Stop thinking and just listen.
Feel good.
Be happy.
Get brainwashed.
Be a Good Girl.
currently i keep thinking about being programmed by a hypnotherapist; them using their hypnosis to “help” you, while they actually just turn you into a dumb, mindless slut for them. rebuilding and reshaping your mind, making you more and more dependent on them until you leave your life behind and turn into nothing but their pet, their good toy for them to use whenever and however they please. just the thought of having your mind melted slowly but surely, all while thinking they’d never do anything like that is just so hot to me. even better when you slowly notice the ideas and fantasies that have been planted in your mind, thinking that the idea of being a mindless plaything has always been a part of you.♡
i am such a sucker for that concept istg.
Don’t tell anyone.. This post may lead you to be submissive.
You probably shouldn’t read this if you give in easily or don’t wish to be submissive.
There, you’ve been warned. Reading this may cause you to end up as my good little sub.
But lets be honest here, that is what you want now don’t you? If that is what you truly want you may keep reading.. Good girl. You like it don’t you. Did it feel good? or did it almost feel like a soothing voice whispering it in your ear while an idle finger deftly touches you in just that way you know delights. You don’t want more of it do you, but you are already looking for it, here let me give it to you..
Good girl. You see love, it’s as if I know exactly what makes you tick, as if I know exactly what brings you here. This voice inside you is unmistakable.
Perhaps you’re here to look for someone who will use you, make you submit, maybe you’re here to read all these posts and let your fantasies run wild or maybe you just find yourself lurking down this rabbit hole regularly as you touch yourself in bed, let me be that fantasy now. Let me guide your hand. Good girl. That feels so good doesn’t it? Let go, give in to your fantasy as you lose yourself in the power of my words, enjoy it when you feel helpless. Feel how good it is inside to just do as you’re told, chase those wonderful two words which have kept you going. You want it don’t you, you can see it coming up, careful now, don’t you rush. I want you to feel each word that leads up to it and the ecstasy that you know those words will bring you.
god grant me the serenity to eroticize what i cannot change
You are OK. If you’re unsure about how far you let your kinks go.. If you surprise yourself how far your kinks go.. If you are still discovering new levels to your kinks.. You have no need to worry when you just take a moment to realize.. You’re trapped. You’ll always want this. It will probably only get worse. The more you fight it, the more your need for it gets stronger. The more you feel it getting stronger the more you feel you need it. Your body isn’t lying to you. This is who you really are. Have an amazing day.
Its been more than another year and still an inspiration for all.
Edging myself awake on my 365th day of denial! 😳🤯
It is healthy for you to continue to enjoy dark degrading porn even here on tumblr, it's not bad. It feels good to touch yourself while watching it, after all. It's not messing with you at all. Feel no guilt for your forbidden pleasures. Unless ofcourse that guilt will increase your arousal. In which case you should deeply embrace that guilt. You are completely under control, it doesn't matter if you keep fantasizing about getting teased, degraded, denied, abused and used all day long, even when you go out. It’s almost as if the more you fantasize about your kinks the more you want to think about embracing them. The more you enjoy it the more you fantasize about it. Being exposed to this every day is just a way to vent. Your desires are healthy so healthy behavior like this is good for you. Have a great day.
Fascinated by the broken. Possibly a bit of a sadist but in a good way. 52M 18+ Only. Minors DNI. DMs open. All the trigger warnings some hypno, trancy & corruption stuff and lots of dark kinks. Formerly omgwoolybully, &2
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