Good girls denied do the cutest most degrading things.
Edging. It’s been 359 days since I’ve cum and I’m not going to cum this year. I don’t deserve orgasms. I’m best edged out and needy and pathetic.
live your best life
When negative feelings like anxiety, depression, or self doubt begin to present themselves.. edge them away.
Have a fantastic day.
Notice:
It is now your time for random hole inspection. All a part of your training feedback loop. Immediately report condition of holes to receive prescription to ensure proper behavior.
I want a dumb cunt with everything. Life, family, job, all of it. The cunt that knows something is missing. That can’t ever cum the way she truly craves.
The one with those depraved, humiliating thoughts in the back of her mind. You know the ones. The only ones that get you close to that mind blowing orgasm you crave.
Those exposure risk thoughts. Of having a man get a hold of your TimeBomb, or playing the dice game with some strange man.. Waking up each morning knowing you willingly gave up control of your reputation to someone who only wants to find out how depraved you will get to keep it all from going public.
If that is you cunt, simply let me know.
There is something so remarkably delicious about consensually teasing a partner you care deeply for. Sensing how they become incredibly excited. Savouring the paradoxical tension they feel. Knowing their excitement rises when they feel powerful sensual submission brought on when they offer hands to be bound.
Feel the heart racing as they are led to feel increasingly vulnerable when they are blindfolded. The adrenaline courses through them as the sense of sight is restricted. Inspiring deep tingling in places they know well as they feel praise & humiliation desires they weren’t fully aware of yet by telling them what a beautiful little toy you are as spit drips down their chin/body from wearing a cute ball gag. All this while knowing they faithfully touch & edge themselves as instructed prior to seeing you.
You have incredibly deep feelings of warm love and desire when you realize how much trust it takes to submit like this. It’s like the more they fantasize about it the deeper the connection and love. The deeper they connect the more they fantasize about your submission. Feel the rush.
Truly amazing.
I've been edging for hours now and words can't describe how intense this is. My mind is broken and washed away by pleasure. The slightest touch sends waves of pleasrure through my entire body. I'm so needy words can't describe. I need to be like this forever!
Every time you hurt, your life falls apart, your heart is crushed, you feel down or depressed, anxious or even just anytime you cry, I make you suck my dick. Every time you come to me needing comfort and physical connection, I hold you for a little bit, but soon I push your head down to my lap and you eventually find my cock in your mouth. I make you keep at it, and I don’t cum, until you calm down and start to get into it.
The next thing you know, it’s your only happy place. You realize one day that my arms just don’t do it anymore. The only place you feel safe, or at peace, anymore is on your knees, between my legs, with my dick shoved down your throat.
Until it gets to the point that you can’t even wait for your long day of work to end so you can just get home, forget about the world, and sink down into the only happy place you know anymore.
I invite you to notice how you imagine yourself again as a submissive. The dark fantasies that consistently make you tingle in ways you know too well. Perhaps you may think you could not be a submissive to me. As you are looking at your screen you might not contemplate your submission since you don’t want to picture it now in your mind. However, the more you consider it the more deeply it wiggles it’s way into your mind. You enjoy a challenge when you push your boundaries though to find this success in your desire. See yourself as successful, and feel the sense of accomplishment that comes with it. This fantasy is something that you want, something that will make you happy and fulfilled in ways you already feel deeply.
As you visualize yourself achieving your goal of submission, notice the positive emotions that come with it. What are the feelings that you experience when you succeed? Is it happiness, pride, joy, or something else?
Think about those positive emotions, and notice how they feel inside your body. Where do you feel them now? Do they make you feel lighter, more energized, or more focused?
Now, imagine that those positive emotions are like a powerful magnet, drawing you towards your sexual submission. Every time you take a step towards your submission, you feel those positive emotions growing stronger and stronger, guiding you towards success.
As you consider taking actions towards your goal, notice any limiting beliefs or negative thoughts that may not serve your goals well or might be holding you back, simply start to fade away.
Take a moment to challenge those limiting beliefs or negative thoughts. Are they really true? Are they helping you achieve your goal, or are they holding you back?"
Replace those limiting beliefs & thoughts with positive affirmations that support your goal of submission. You are a good little one. You crave this. You love being submissive. Submission excites you and fulfills you deeply in satisfying ways. Repeat those affirmations to yourself, and feel the positive emotions growing stronger and stronger.
Finally, think about the next step you need to take towards your goal. What action can you take right now to move closer to success? Notice how it feels good to take positive action towards your goal, and let that feeling you will have of accomplishment and satisfaction motivate you to touch yourself now and enjoy those feelings. Visualizing you being a successful submissive now.
Remember, you want this. You know you chose to make this happen. Trust yourself and your abilities, and take action towards your goal with confidence and purpose.
Whenever you need a boost of motivation, you can return to this visualization and tap into those positive emotions and affirmations. You can do this. You are already on the path to success.
It is such a shame that you aren’t able to concentrate so well with your clit so achy. We really should do something about that.
Take a moment to close your eyes… breathe… relax… Focus on your achy clit. Embrace that feeling. You have earned this ache after so so much orgasm denial and daily edging. You deserve to savor it. Let the ache wash over you. Let the hormones feeding your addiction flood & condition your mind. Building & strengthening new synapses.. new neural pathways and reinforcing existing ones that align with your pleasure. Finding that place inside you where ache becomes bliss. This condition serves you so much more than needlessly cumming without permission. This place only good girls get to see & feel. Now say outloud. “My pleasure is denial. It makes me ache and that is proof of my pleasure. Pleasure is my reward."
Focus on your task now, toy. Have fun be safe and have a great day!
inspired by goodgirls-dont-cum
Fascinated by the broken. Possibly a bit of a sadist but in a good way. 52M 18+ Only. Minors DNI. DMs open. All the trigger warnings some hypno, trancy & corruption stuff and lots of dark kinks. Formerly omgwoolybully, &2
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