Man Existing Is Hard Idk

a character (char a) lives with a roomate (char b), and their schedules line up so that b is usually home long before a is

one day a gets back from wherever they were and is greeted by b when they realize theyre back. without responding, a continues to take their outside stuff off, having just set anything they were carrying down by the door. b pauses as they note the lightly strained but determined expression on a's face, and just watches mildly confused as they go straight past them down the hall, though understanding hits as soon as a turns into the bathroom, and they let out a small chuckle. they just kind of idle around there, as they had something they wanted to talk to a about, and are waiting for them to get out.

a, on the other hand, had just spent the better part of their day unable to use the bathroom for whatever reason (no time, doesnt like public bathrooms, etc), and is doing everything they can to make it the last few moments.

unfortunately, as soon as they step into the bathroom and shut the door behind them, their bladder gives, and they pause as they realize that they didnt make it. they just stand there, watching as urine pours down their pantlegs, and as it drips off and pools on the ground in front of them. once empty, they continue to just stand for a moment, before beginning to assess the damage, when a knock sounds from the door.

b, after getting bored of waiting for a to get out, had moved closer to the bathroom door, and immediately spotted liquid seeping out the bottom as soon as they got close enough. they pause, not really deliberating the situation, then knock on the door

this convo ensues (or at least similar):

"hey uh, (a)?"

"yeah?" (b definitely notes how close to the door a is)

"did you... do you need me to bring you anything?"

"huh?"

"theres,, uh, theres piss seeping out from under the door..."

at this a turns around and looks at the door, noting that they are right next to it, and that there is, in fact, urine seeping underneath to leak out the other side; and they respond with an "ah, so there is."

i have no real content right now but uh

idk im just thinking abt how if "complete" vergil is already accident prone bc of natural reasons; then v is basically not potty trained 🤪

you know what, I love the different types of omo holders, I do. But I also wanna hear about the different types of desperation that they're forced to deal with too, y'know?

Like, I've had holds where I couldn't stop squirming and my willpower was in the dust. I've had holds where I didn't know I was holding until I got back home and my body decided to just casually (forcibly) remind me of the sheer amount of stuff I drank that day. I've had holds where my muscles were too tight to expand and it was too painful to enjoy. I've had holds where my muscles were so loose that I didn't feel desperate at all, but I could feel my bladder hanging like an overfilled water balloon. I've had holds that I could easily ignore, and holds that filled my mind with alarm bells to the point where I couldn't focus at all. Holds that were far too hot for their own good, holds that were disappointing. Leaky holds and locked-up holds. I'm pretty sure I've cried over a hold at least once.

I love the coping mechanisms for dealing with a full bladder, but I also wanna hear about the bladder itself. Some coping mechanisms don't work with some forms of desperation, some forms of desperation change the form of coping. Multiple factors make a full bladder feel all those different ways. Two desperate people might feel very different forms of desperation. Describe the holder of course, but maybe also think about delving into the type of desperation they're feeling!

ok but something ive never heard anybody talk abt ever and they should

tourettes omo

or at least tics, i understand why it may be a touchy subject bc awareness and stuff but like as someone with tourettes can i just say

i get bladder tics

and theyre luckily on the rarer side but like, it is literally ill just be doing stuff and then essentially suddenly either actually just wetting myself, or so ungodly close to it as im fighting the waves of desperation accompanying the muscle spasms and its

actually crazy

but like could you imagine your fc who has ts or some other tic syndrome (ts au ? medication ? idk man) and theyre hanging out with friends just doing whatever or something like that, and basically they just start wetting themselves out of nowhere, leading to prying questions (good naturedly or not) about why they didnt go if they had to that badly

maybe theyre peeshy and this kind of thing is semi normal already; or they arent, and they then have to delve into explanations on the fact that either they didnt know/didnt have to go, met with varying degrees of belief, or that they did know, but they also were certain it wasnt near close to bad enough to have an accident yet, and maybe through rambling even admitting straight up that they literally just pissed themselves regardless of need.

or if they didnt even wet fully, anywhere from a rather messy leak that they cant hide, similar to above; to one thats smaller and less obvious, but maybe they freeze up in a really conspicuous way, still bringing attention to themselves, and maybe they suck at playing it off, or just have really pushy/concerned friends, or both, so they end up still having to admit to just having peed themselves a little, despite there being no immediately visble/no visible damage, and then try to explain that they arent in desperate need of a bathroom despite that

or maybe they are. maybe now their body is confused and theyre teetering on the edge of a full accident all of a sudden. and of course theres the constant worry nagging in the back of their head that theyll tic again and lose it the rest of the way, but also trying not to think about it for fear that focusing on it too much will make it happen, which is an entirely real possibility

not to mention any tics that arent actually their bladder, but help just as little, for instance, i get vocal tics but they arent often real words, so like,, invlountary whines and groans that have nothing to do with anything but sound so desperate, paired with jerky/restless movements that arent a real potty dance but at this point only the one ticking themselves can tell the difference; which doesnt matter much in the end anyway, as theres still a real chance theyll wet regardless

or someone who is actually rather desperate, and theyre trying to play it off for one reason or another, but despite their control in terms of potty dancing, they continually lose focus on their tics, which eventually simulate the same thing, and they keep drawing attention to themselves anyway

the absolute confusion and misdirection it causes for everyone else because no one can ever tell when they actually have to go, and eventually they learn that it doesnt really matter if their bladder isnt already completely empty (which only really lasts for like 5 min after using the bathroom if that, so)

hey does anybody remember my old account ? i wanna see if i can salvage my posts from the depths of tumblrs servers but i dont have any posts liked or anything

i think i went by the same name, if not only-omorashi

just like, if you were here around 2 years ago and maybe you liked one of my old posts or something send it my way ? please and thank you any help would be great 😃👍🏻

i just kinda developed a really cute new artstyle and i also already drew smthing rlly rlly cute for it but like,,, im trying to use the very distinct style for non-omo things and the post i made for that got lots of attention so i cant use it here :c

i wont post it here but maybe some day ill get over caring what ppl think and be ok with mixing my mainstream and my omo (thatd be a cool persona i think ?), but until then this isnt really anything but saying that im thinking abt omo bc im also not gonna be posting anything else either at least for a bit bc the dmc anime drops tomorrow 💀

i actually dont know when the last content i posted was, but have this animation that took me a year to make (read: i worked on it for like a month, then let it sit for 10 whole months, then finished it in like a week) idk its cute, happy omovember or smthn lmao ??

helpful people are so 🥺🥺

when they spend so much time helping others they dont even realize theyve been ignoring themselves until theyre halfway through a task and cant focus anymore because they really need to pee, but they cant step away, so theyre just desperately trying to fumble to the end of what theyre doing

maybe theyre trying to be discreet about it, or maybe theyre potty-dancing in place like a madman whenever they get a chance to stand still, either way they brush off any comments that might be made by anyone else, insisting that it doesnt matter because they cant step away

they are moments away from finishing said task, at this point just thinking about booking it to the nearest restroom, when someone unaware of the situation comes in, and asks them to help with something else when theyre done with that

maybe theyre so jumbled they agree without realizing, or maybe theyre peeshy or something, so they cant find a reason to say no, despite being near wetting themself, but they end up getting stuck in this new task, unable to convince themselves to not be helpful, if even for a quick 3 minute bathroom break

theyre surprisingly composed at this point, sheer willpower and drive the only thing holding anything at bay, but despite managing to achieve the task before them, theyre a visual wreck.

shaking, trembling, squirming, clenching their thighs, squeezing their fists; theyre barely even potty dancing at this point because the movements would be too harsh on their bladder. its clear to anyone, if theyre paying attention, what the issue is

at this point maybe someone is nice enough to finally help them, and offers to take over for them, with a sympathetic smile

the idea that maybe someone else could be doing this suddenly rackets around their brain, and they just kinda stand in embarrassed shock, staring at the other person, and fumbling for words. that is, until their painfully full bladder spasms, reminding them of just how bad they need to go with a small leak, and they scramble into action, a mix of thanking and apologizing to the other person, as they put whatever theyre holding down somewhere (or give it to the other person), and bolt off without waiting for another response

of course, at this point, theyre past their limit, managing their way into the bathroom, but not getting much further than locking the door before the dam starts to break. a small but steady stream starts its way down their legs, but they continue on, undeterred, towards the toilet; although they forgo even attempting to remove their clothes, in lieu of dropping unceremoniously onto the toilet as their accident increases in intensity, still pouring down their legs onto the floor, despite their best efforts

...at least some of it made it into the toilet.

or maybe nobody offers to help them and they end up wetting themselves completely in the middle of what they had been doing, having to just stop and helplessly watch as their overstrained bladder finally relaxes, all over themself and the floor.

for some reason the only place i make any visual dent is on my omo blog lmao.

what does that say abt my character? am i only unique and interesting when it comes to piss bc seriously oof

ngl ive been thinking abt omo a lot recently tho and i think a wonderful time to spontaneously come back would be at the ass end of omovember lmao

been doing a lot of non-omo personal growth sooo

its time to revert and regress to grimy piss goblin for a while, yeah? lets see how long ill be here for this time

should i open commissions ?