pluralheartmachine

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plss send me more depraved asks!! 🥺

Cutting for someone <3 Cutting for someone <3 Cutting for someone <3 Cutting for someone <3

need someone in my life to make me throw up on schedule. make it normal. make me get used to the routine. make me crave it. i wanna throw up (almost) every meal i eat. make me so desperate to purge that i starve myself for you. make me develop an ed for you

thinking about bending my lover over and forcing my fingers past their lips, deep down their throat—until they gag, until they sob, until there’s nothing left in them but me. i want them to vomit all over the floor, purged of everything that isn’t mine.

they need to be cleansed.

yess pweeeesee 🥺🥺

force me to regress n then rape me, pleaseee!!

i wish i had the balls to shave my head but i'm too much of a pussy T_T wish someone just fucking did it to me

I took half my morning dose of hrt this morning, I guess with the intention of getting myself back on it? I haven’t taken my hrt for months. After taking it I quickly thought “How silly of me to think I could seriously commit to going back to being a girl.”

Fact is I can’t commit to either right now. I shaved my head 7 months ago and at this point my hair is kinda long… for a guy.

If I could commit to being a guy I’d go get a haircut and throw out my hrt, if I could commit to being a girl I’d take better care of myself and take my hrt everyday.

I’m doing neither. Genuinely could use someone throwing out my hrt and just shaving my head whether I like it or not.

id love to cut your stomach open and watch your guts slosh around while i fuck you -🪚

uwu,, that would be so cute!! the blood dripping out of me. i wanna moan so loud and wrap my guts around me while u rail me,,, choke me with them, let me wear them like a fancy dress accessory 🥺

it’s such a shame that I’m so easy to manipulate sigh…. It’s so easy to lovebomb me… and gaslight me…. I just believe everything and obsess over someone so easily…. It’s horrible how if someone were to stalk and use and manipulate me I’d probably end up with their name in my skin… this is so random! I sure hope nobody uses this information to their advantage!

s... see? you can depend on me :]

kneels and wags tail

Who wants me

hey just a warning, this isn't "stop following" or "I don't like you" or anything since I know nothing but I feel like I'm lying if I don't say:

my partner doesn't think radqueer or transids are really good, though that might be their misunderstanding? I'm not sure

the reason I'm explaining this is just in case I learn more about radq and transid and decide I'm not for it, I wont harass anybody but I feel you deserved to know anyway

but yeah my only DNI are people who harass other people regardless of for what you're fine here hi sorry this is so odd

alrighty, well lemme know if you want me to unfollow or something. feel free to dm me about questions too tho, if you end up having any,

glhf<3

same 😔

so so sad no one is around to kidnap me and keep me in their basement :( I'm a pet, it's only natural for me to be owned

pls someone do this to me??? really,,

I am not doing this because you did something wrong I am doing this because I can.

do it >:)

i feel like makng myself frow up ⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪ ♡

yes yes yes yes yes!!!!! I hate food. feed me through a tube and only rarely. I need someone to own my eating or else I'll never be pretty and thinn

i can't stop thinking about feeding tubes. scheduled feeding times, the intimacy of administering the formula. making them beg to be fed. not allowing them to ever taste their favorite food ever again...or any solid food, for that matter.

they can only eat through the tube, no more...and made to ⭐ve and wither in between feedings whenever you finally decide they deserve it,,

no chewing, no solids, no control.

can I have sum,, 🥺 I'm out qwq

Gonna get more high. Yippee.

hiii,, well I got bpd and am a little hihi

npd big sibling x bpd little sibling

Tips for Transharmed people!:

You can manipulate yourself into thinking something happened to give you trauma relating to that thing! Try telling people around you that the trauma happened to you. After that you can begin to think of exact details of the trauma. I'd recommend using people you're not around much anymore to base the trauma off of.

Steps!:

Step 1: think of a VERY detailed story of what happened, it's okay if you forget details! Just say it happened a long time ago.

Step 2: tell your friends small details of the trauma during sensitive moments in your life. This will trick your brain into thinking that it happened!

Step 3: talk to yourself/write about your trauma. After a while of doing this, it'll make you believe yourself when you say it happened.

Step 4: stop thinking about it as a transharmed fantasy, instead, think about it as an actual piece in your life.

Step 5: when doubting yourself, tell yourself this: "if I'm doubting myself, then that means it's real. A faker would know they're lying."

Step 6: keep doing this! It'll take a bit to fully convince yourself, but it'll work eventually!

Love: a cisharmed person!

pats the daemon

i am a demon. i live to hurt. all i ever want to do is damage innocents. i am unsavable. you cannot help me. i am a demon.

can we do a meetup where we both get high and the shit beaten out of?,,

i KNOW some of you wanna get me high and beat the shit outta me so why is it not happening. These material conditions suck

I find you fascinating and I would love to talk to you :)

hey feel free to DM me :] I kinda consider myself detrans mtftm too!! kinda amazed at the community on here

maybe hot take but transids harm literally no one

force me to regress n then rape me, pleaseee!!

If any transid or para needs to hear this,

You will be alright.

You will be safe, you will be comfortable, you will be free, you will be happy.

We will be accepted. It's inevitable. We're making progress day by day. Our communities grow rapidly, people who were once skeptical change their minds and become accepting.

You will survive, and you will live.

Please keep going on.

There's always someone fighting for you.

is sexual anons or violence ok?

yes!! always :3

yes!!! cheaper too

no i dont need therapy, i need someone putting me in my place every time i speak out of turn

Dm me threats xx

Belittling someone into an eating disorder and then making fun of them for having an eating disorder. ♡

need a big bro to take out his anger on me, punch out some teeth,, then give me a big hug, tell me it won't happen again (it will), tell me how much cuter I am without the teeth i just lost, let's do it again

my mind deserves to be destroyed 🥺🥺 maybe we need a few more...dozen alters all fighting for control over the body,,, that'd be cute

siiiiiighhhh i need a cute lil pet to destroy ... who wants a cute jirai girl to ruin them ?? i'll destroy your mind thoroughly, i promise !!

purposely getting me to age regress and then violently fucking me while i sob and moan uncontrollably because i don’t understand what’s going on