If I make this blog a manual for how to stalk, manipulate and kidnap me maybe I'll finally meet the love of my life
∆ ««« System Overview
We're the L-System ("Leo" or "Lilly"), pychotic incel faggot-tranny loser (he/him, any).
We have relationships between system members (4-8, on&off for at least 4 years). feel free to ask us about it
We tried dating externally many times but it never worked. We're too much of a freak for normies and we never felt properly bonding with anyone else. i really just want to obsessively fall in love with a cutely controlling/manipulative boyfriend-girlfriend, is that too much to ask?!
»»» ∆ TransIDs and MUDs
Our body is an adult and our system and subsystems consists of 12 main alters, . : we're transitioning to psychotic and delusional with weed and adderall. : it feels nice when ppl online encourage us 🥺
cisids: autism, adhd, cptsd, ptsd, bpd, npd
Our transid list is always changing so some of these might change, altho others definitely won't.
radqueer, gay, genderfuck, aro/ace, transage, permahigh, permastoned, permadrugged, permateen, sex doll, prey, victim,
transharmed, transpsychotic, transdelusional, transamputee (?), transdentures, transabusevictim, transforcedsh, transsuibait, transed, transanorexia, transana, (corpse) )
We also experience "some" MUDs:
• Mirror Infatuation Identity Disorder
« ∆ » Other labels
Some of us identify with the labels retard, faggot, cripple and probably some other ableist slurs that I forgot rn.
DMs and asks open if u really wanna know. pls be nice 🥺
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(fuck nazis transphobes sexists racists etc etc)
plss send me more depraved asks!! 🥺
fuck I'm feeling obedient rn, probably good theres no freaks in my DMs I wouldn't be able to control myself
Summoning circle
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Please send rq friends! Please send rq friends! Please send rq friends!
it's because they are :> <3
Headmate who (with much love in his heart) calls the others losers
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my mind deserves to be destroyed 🥺🥺 maybe we need a few more...dozen alters all fighting for control over the body,,, that'd be cute
siiiiiighhhh i need a cute lil pet to destroy ... who wants a cute jirai girl to ruin them ?? i'll destroy your mind thoroughly, i promise !!
yes hello owo
Pretty self explanatory but for people who are transharm(ful/ed) that experience attraction to other transharm(ful/ed), exclusively or not.
Yes the flags are just inverted shut up I'm lazy
Do it halfway. Take one piece of trash out of your room, throw one dirty shirt into your hamper. Go to one class and miss a different one. Start a drawing without pressure to finish it. Give yourself space to Be without the expectation to Become, and do small things to make the Being livable.
is there a trans-id for being made of balloons, like your organs (including skin) or hair
it’s such a shame that I’m so easy to manipulate sigh…. It’s so easy to lovebomb me… and gaslight me…. I just believe everything and obsess over someone so easily…. It’s horrible how if someone were to stalk and use and manipulate me I’d probably end up with their name in my skin… this is so random! I sure hope nobody uses this information to their advantage!
I want to be someone's psychological science experiment in a basements
psychotic incel (the woke kind tho) check out the pinned post, and my DMs/ Asks are open!! pls be nice tho~
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