Why Me :/

me core

My parents this entire week. Istg they feel like opps. 🫩

tw scary

your parents making surprise food

reblog if you cried

hi babyyyy what’s ur gw?

Hello lovely. It's 45 Kg / around 100 lbs. If I can go any lower to 40 I still would. 💕

Maybe I am a bit burnt out

having an 3d is literally just waiting 24/7

- waiting to w3igh in

- waiting for your next meal / when you can eat

- waiting for ppl to notice your wl

- waiting for the mirror to change

- waiting for the "special number"

waiting waiting waiting . . . it sucks.

"Why are you starving yourself?"

God forbid I put myself first and try to better myself.🙄

I wanna starve for him but then again I feel bad because he'd probably didn't want his girl to starve herself but then again who wants a fat gf

Fucking rollercoaster

Me- I'd do anything to be skinny

My brain- Anything but stop eating. 🫩

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𝕴𝖓𝖙𝖗𝖔𝖉𝖚𝖈𝖙𝖎𝖔𝖓 𝕻𝖔𝖘𝖙.

Please Block my account if it pertains to content you are uncomfortable seeing,don’t rep0rt it. This is my safe place and just a place I take comfort in. I don’t encourage others to follow my path or methods. Trigger warning: Mentions of Eating disorders,Self harm, Self hate,Meanspo towards myself,Trauma dumping and poor judgement.

Hello lovelies. My name is Angel [ Obviously not my real name ] and this is going to persay be a diary account. I am 20 years old, and I live in South Africa. I only want to track my progress and hold myself accountable,it isn't to promote my actions nor encourage anyone to follow anything I do. I'm aware of my limits,actions and my well being so I know what I can handle.

Looking for moots! [ 18+ please ] MINORS PLEASE DNI.

I encourage any and all forms of recovery however that isn't the path that I want to take just yet,I wouldn't say I'm ready for it.

𝕾𝖙𝖆𝖙𝖘

𝐀𝐠𝐞- 𝟐𝟎

𝐇𝐞𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭- 𝟓'𝟓/𝟏𝟔𝟒'𝟕 𝐜𝐦.

𝐇𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐖𝐞𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭- 243.8 lbs/110 kg

𝐂𝐮𝐫𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐖𝐞𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭- 224lbs/102 kg

𝐋𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐖𝐞𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭- 176,3lbs/80 kg

𝐆𝐨𝐚𝐥 𝐰𝐞𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝟏- 90 kg/200 lbs🔒

𝐆𝐨𝐚𝐥 𝐰𝐞𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝟐- 80 kg/176 lbs🔒

𝐆𝐨𝐚𝐥 𝐰𝐞𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝟑- 70 kg/154 lbs🔒

𝐆𝐨𝐚𝐥 𝐰𝐞𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝟒- 60 kg/132 lbs🔒

𝐆𝐨𝐚𝐥 𝐰𝐞𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 5 - 50 kg/110 lbs 🔒

𝐔𝐠𝐰: 𝟒𝟓 𝐤𝐠/𝟏𝟎𝟎𝐥𝐛𝐬

Things to know about me:

• I like reading and writing.

• I love listening to music and podcasts.

• I'm usually shy and kinda awkward unless I get comfortable.

• I'm trying to get into university or college so I can move out.

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Maybe if I was Skinner he would have loved me more.