4 Months [ 🫠I Need This To Work ]

🙏🏽 Everyday prayer.

I just want to loose 20kg overnight is this too much to ask 😭

still looking for more 18+ mutuals!! following anyone active in april :)

My biggest fear at the moment?

Dying fat - and that's all people remember about me. That I was fat.

I have to lose the weight this year I NEED to

Sorry for my absence my life has been crying over my ex and doctors visits. 😭 Why'd I get diagnosed with bipolar on a random Wednesday morning. Fuck this shit.

i hate food. i hate being fat. food is just a temporary pleasure. it’s like being in a toxic relationship. i wish i could be skinny. skinny like the other girls. thighs the same size as their legs. perfect waist. clothes that fit. a world that loves and respects you.

"Why are you starving yourself?"

God forbid I put myself first and try to better myself.🙄

I had 2 of these - each is 85 Calories.

170 Cals today in total.

While drinking water most of the day.

Asked my mom to get me a refill on my adhd meds and my appetite suppressants since she was going to the doctor anyway. First box - The lady at the counter apparently said those the acerta also works as an appetite suppressant granted it's for a different use. Second one - And those are my appetite suppressants that I've had,I just wanted a refill so I didn't have to go yk. And my mom's gonna give me laxatives in the morning. I'll take them after my doctor's visit tomorrow.

me core

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