I Have To Lose The Weight This Year I NEED To

honeymoon phase come back i miss u

i hate eating like a normal person

🙏🏽 Everyday prayer.

I just want to loose 20kg overnight is this too much to ask 😭

Sorry for my absence my life has been crying over my ex and doctors visits. 😭 Why'd I get diagnosed with bipolar on a random Wednesday morning. Fuck this shit.

Might see a psychiatrist today. The day someone finally tells me what's wrong with me. I should be happy...a diagnosis is validation that it's not all in my head.

But how can I be perfect if there's something wrong with me): if there's an imperfection. A flawi can't reverse.

𝜗𝜚 𝐫𝐞𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮’𝐫𝐞 𝐚𝐧 𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝟒𝐧𝟒 𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐠 𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐛𝐮𝐝𝐝𝐢𝐞𝐬

(my dms are open <3)

I Need To Stop Eating

I Need To Stop Eating

I Need To Stop Eating

I Need To Stop Eating

I Need To Stop Eating

I Need To Stop Eating

I Need To Stop Eating

Being fat and anorexic is the worst combo to ever exist I swear

i don’t wanna be here anymore.

And in my state of panic suddenly I couldn't stop thinking of the numbers going down,only then did my mind calm down. At the sight of progress.

Why me :/