Sometimes I Wish Food Was An Optional Thing Like A Hobby Or Something

Istg I’d be so much happier now if I never gave up before <//3

I wanna starve for him but then again I feel bad because he'd probably didn't want his girl to starve herself but then again who wants a fat gf

Fucking rollercoaster

Convincing myself I'm not fasting so I don't binge. I don't feel hungry. Therefore I am not hungry. I won't ruin this.

Also took 2000 steps today

Hate that people always think that if u have a 3d u have to be SKINNY. I have an 3d and om around 68/69kg, I’m not skinny at all. But I still have this very unhealthy habit with foods.

Can we normalise that u don’t have to be skinny for 3d 🙏🏼😭

(: ♡♡♡♡

𝜗𝜚 𝐫𝐞𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮’𝐫𝐞 𝐚𝐧 𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝟒𝐧𝟒 𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐠 𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐛𝐮𝐝𝐝𝐢𝐞𝐬

(my dms are open <3)

PLEASE!!!!!

my CW,SW,GW are all somebody’s fear

kill me rn but carve out the f@t before you do it

i don’t wanna be here anymore.

"please eat for me?"🥺

🫩bruh just say you hate me and move on.

I had 2 of these - each is 85 Calories.

170 Cals today in total.

While drinking water most of the day.

Asked my mom to get me a refill on my adhd meds and my appetite suppressants since she was going to the doctor anyway. First box - The lady at the counter apparently said those the acerta also works as an appetite suppressant granted it's for a different use. Second one - And those are my appetite suppressants that I've had,I just wanted a refill so I didn't have to go yk. And my mom's gonna give me laxatives in the morning. I'll take them after my doctor's visit tomorrow.