โ๐๐+ ๐๐ง๐ฅ๐ฒ!!! ๐๐.๐ง๐ ๐๐ฅ๐จ๐ - ๐๐ฅ๐จ๐๐ค, ๐๐ฅ๐๐๐ฌ๐ ๐๐จ๐ง'๐ญ ๐ซ๐๐ฉ๐จ๐ซ๐ญ. ๊ณ.๐โเผ หโโบ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ . ๊ณ.๐โเผ
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PRAYING FOR
-10kg FOR ME AND MY MUTUALS I BEG ๐
Please!!!!! ๐ญ๐๐ฝ I need you it.
honeymoon come back to me
Being fat and anorexic is the worst combo to ever exist I swear
Ed's are the most lonely and isolating illnesses there is. You are accepted only if you're successfully recovering, otherwise you're automatically problematic and promoting. Your body and habits around eating are triggering. You're demonetized for simply having a sickness.
People with ed's will always find their triggers, no matter how hard you try to block, report and all. But the thing is, you have to find these spaces. Closed spaces. If we don't have those, people will take their ed's on TikTok or other platforms where they will eventually pop up to everyone to see. If someone looks for these spaces, they're already sick. No one will GET sick by looking at someone's blogs.
These spaces let's you be honest, vent, have people and friends that all go through same things. You're less lonely. These spaces can be toxic, but when you find the right people it can be uplifting and actually good for your mental health: you're not alone.
These days people are mostly nice and pro recovery. M34nsp0 is something only kids post these days anymore. We connect, we vent, we help each other. Until WE are ready to recover. Forced recovery will never work the same as choosing recovery yourself. Reporting everything makes everything worse: you get isolated again, you're lonely again. Most people who D13 from Ed's d13 from taking their own life... It's the loneliness and depression that takes them eventually.
So if you see someone's Ed page, let them have it. Block it if you find it disturbing, but that can be the only thing keeping them alive atm. Just because YOU feel like it's not good, doesn't give you the right to take that safe space, friends and support from them.
If you need to find it, the sickness is already there. We will take these things to another platforms if these ones gets taken away. And then they will pop up to everyone.
So, our businesses are here, yours is there. The problem comes when you're also there, in our businesses. Protect your peace and block. Thank you.
๐ซ why can't I just be pretty bro.
the obsession to be perfect after growing up ugly
honeymoon phase come back i miss u
i hate eating like a normal person
MALNOURISHED MAY??
having an 3d is literally just waiting 24/7
- waiting to w3igh in
- waiting for your next meal / when you can eat
- waiting for ppl to notice your wl
- waiting for the mirror to change
- waiting for the "special number"
"please eat for me?"๐ฅบ
๐ซฉbruh just say you hate me and move on.
I had a doctor's visit and I was late and had to run- just feeling my fat shake,the heavy breathing,the closed chest,every step had a weight to it. And that is when I realised I was basically a whale. The mere thought of knowing people were watching made it worse,they could see what I felt. I am utterly disgusting.i need to lock in.
โwhy arenโt u eating anythingโ god forbid a girl has goals
Me- I'd do anything to be skinny
My brain- Anything but stop eating. ๐ซฉ
May the month of May bring us nothing but weight loss and clear skin. ๐๐ฝ
๐๐ฝ forever loyal to ana.
โโโโโโโ โโขยฐโยฐโขโ โโโโโโโ
Food is betrayal
Hunger is loyalty
โโโโโโโโฎโโขยฐโยฐโขโโฎโโโโโโโ
And in my state of panic suddenly I couldn't stop thinking of the numbers going down,only then did my mind calm down. At the sight of progress.
My dad wanted me aborted. Sometimes I'm sad he failed at that.
My biggest fear at the moment?
Dying fat - and that's all people remember about me. That I was fat.
PLEASE!!!!!
my CW,SW,GW are all somebodyโs fear
kill me rn but carve out the f@t before you do it
My parents this entire week. Istg they feel like opps. ๐ซฉ
tw scary
your parents making surprise food
reblog if you cried
Sometimes I imagine myself skinny, like flat stomach, small thighs and legs, small arms, small chest and there's this deep yearning that I feel lol ๐ญ
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People- why are you starving??
๐๐ฝgod forbid a girl save money and food in this economy.
My skin finally clearing up mid starving.โจSlayyyyโจ
Sorry for my absence my life has been crying over my ex and doctors visits. ๐ญ Why'd I get diagnosed with bipolar on a random Wednesday morning. Fuck this shit.
I have fucking obsession about being perfect.
i fear iโll never be ready to recover
๐ซ within this new week I'll do better. I promise.
dear An@
I want to apologize for eating sm this week. Im so sorry. I js keep binging :(( Next week Im going to try harder.
I love you
Seriously starting to consider sleeping with a corset on. I will get that tiny waist by ANY means. I need to get those edited allegations.