If My Heart Had A Say In My Matters
If my heart had a say in my matters
It would beat in a different way
Black car, stone steps, white windowpane, that never really mattered
White crewneck, black tar stains
I never look back on anything like I do on that day.
-s's.
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living isn’t all that’s on my mind…
-s’s.
lampshade July,
lampshade hangs just to remind
Me of days that passed and died
and not one mention of you
ever did survive,
Tragic end or precious guilt,
Whatever wills.
-s’s.
just take me, then
take me, then
Don’t ask me when
And all I wanted,
Was the dime of a dozen
Fully brazen, fire in the making
Truly, all I wanted was
Something awaiting
me
still, after 7 years of life has passed,
all the childlike ache I used to know rots lonely in my mind,
unrecognizable dark
unbearable stench
-s's.
I would especially like to apologize
to you, for I
was skipping rocks
over the pool
of which you cried
-s's.
you're the deep blue diamond sky above my head
when the world keeps spinning and I keep wishing I was dead.
-s's.
pick the fruits of self-esteem
-s's.
I lean in where I see you sway
whatever it is, I got to pave
many tunnels many hours
feels so sleepy, feels quite sour
I'll hand what you got in, at the
end
-s's.
A dive this way
In some way, at dusk, somehow tired, I entertain myself with you.
I remember your face almost vague and a misty smile.
I hear a voice clear as crystal, but this is what is odd:
I see a window within a window.
Oct 2023
Vanity moments
drink, “hello,” and on I wink to the mirror; golden bench, wasted glamor of a reflection, fuzzy distortion, sweet misfortune, lazy little vanity time to yourself.
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