Sofuckthemtoo - Leah

pls don’t flirt with me i want to be nonchalant so bad but i unfortunately crave connection so intensely that i will give you my entire soul and forgive you over and over until i’ve lost myself completely and feel like i’m drowning

"Are you ok?" I'm actually tired bro. From the bottom of my heart I'm tired

It's not 'I sh to punish myself/feel something/release the tension', it's more like: I love sh. I'm obsessed with it. I have to feel pain. I have to change something on my skin. I have to touch the fluids dripping out of it and eat them. I just have to. I have no other choice. I can't stop. I don't know how. No coping mechanism works for me. There's nothing I can do, nor others. I need it.

i’m starting to lose weight! i finally feel valid on here! it’s not a lot but i’ve lost 5 lbs in the past month. i only just started restricting and fasting recently so i’m making slow progress, and seeing the weight loss is so motivating

it's time :))

(holiday season+cold weather= mental health decline)

it was never gonna work out but i experienced all these seemingly profound unreplicable moments that were romantic and moving and made me feel alive and still none of it actually means anything in the long run. but thats okay. sometimes a beautiful moment is just that. a moment. and you have to leave it alone and just be grateful that it happened. woooow

i just watched black swan for the first time… descent into madness girl winter let’s go

today is my birthday <3 i’m 19!!! 19 on the 19th! yay so super cool!