Dorset Bluebell Woods
“You should set goals beyond your reach so you always have something to live for.” —Ted Turner
I, TONYA 2017 | Dir. Craig Gillespie
Another sleepless night
Staring through the ceiling
I'm wondering how could I
Calm my head?
TW: ED MENTION
Healing from an ED has been singlehandedly the most difficult journey. It's one that is continuous, and it's one that crops up every once in a while.
I often think in terms of "enough"
Am I skinny enough?
Pretty enough?
Personable enough?
Healthy enough?
And on and on.
Tonight it hit me as I was trying to put my thoughts in order:
If I were to answer honestly the question "what about my body is not 'enough'?" right now, the answer would be my heart is not tender enough or compassionate enough towards a body that has accomplished countless things.
Be kind.
Be tender.