“Lupine Oaks” By | Marlon Holden

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from a night of denial, more than a year ago

The Forever Purge (2021)

Always remember you beauty and self worth!

uni started 4 weeks ago and i already feel like i am months behind, the math is not mathin’.

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Every time someone hurts me:

"I care for myself. The more solitary, the more friendless, the more unsustained I am, the more I will respect myself." -Charlotte Brontë, Jane Eyre

MK Čiurlionis: a Lithuanian artist that did nothing but paint and compose music for 6 years straight. Most paintings rarely leave Lithuania because they’re incredibly fragile (he couldn’t afford the durability of oil paints or large canvas) so I feel blessed to have seen his mythological cities, anthropomorphic mountains and clouds in a glorious array of colours in person.

TW: ED MENTION

Healing from an ED has been singlehandedly the most difficult journey. It's one that is continuous, and it's one that crops up every once in a while.

I often think in terms of "enough"

Am I skinny enough?

Pretty enough?

Personable enough?

Healthy enough?

And on and on.

Tonight it hit me as I was trying to put my thoughts in order:

If I were to answer honestly the question "what about my body is not 'enough'?" right now, the answer would be my heart is not tender enough or compassionate enough towards a body that has accomplished countless things.

Be kind.

Be tender.