terrible-hated-demon

terrible-hated-demon

bpd vent acc why can't I just be loved they/them

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terrible-hated-demon
3 months ago

ive found that partially treated mental illness can sometimes look to uninvolved onlookers like faked mental illness.

terrible-hated-demon
3 months ago

They should make a "are you mad at me" that is taken neutrally and informationally every time and doesn't make everything worse when you ask it

terrible-hated-demon
4 months ago

yeah, sorry i exhibited symptoms of the disorder i told you i have. it will happen again because i have that disorder and will continue having it. hope this helps!! 🫶🫶🫶

terrible-hated-demon
5 months ago

"i had straight As in high school i don't understand why college is so hard" get tested for adhd. if you were tested as a kid and they didn't diagnose you it was cause your grades were good then but you've since lost the routine and structure in hs that kept you on top of everything so go get retested. go get tested for adhd. go

terrible-hated-demon
6 months ago

you should not blame someone for needing constant reassurance, some of us have been treated so poorly in the past that we forget people can actually love us. Reassurance costs you nothing but your time


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terrible-hated-demon
6 months ago

OCD symptom i struggle with but don't see talked about a lot: inability to trust your own memory and/or perception.

as an example: i put my headphones in my bag. i say im sure they're in my bag, but what if i imagined putting them in my bag? i have to check, so i stick my hand inside and grab them. but then i have to check *again* because what if i just so happened to have another object shaped and sized exactly like my headphones that i just forgot about? so i have to pull them out of my bag and look directly at them to fully confirm they were in my bag

this is a fairly benign example but this also happens with other worse scenarios for me and it's. not fun

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6 months ago
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7 months ago

wouldn’t it be cool if i could just ask “hey do you still like me” without literally wanting to eat my own organs out of shame

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9 months ago
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11 months ago
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11 months ago

full offense but i think a lot of you want to seem like a safe space for ppl w/ demonized disorders without actually being a safe space for ppl w/ demonized disorders. and i think its straight up just because you guys view us as though we need to be "one of the good ones" or else we're morally reprehensible and need to be excommunicated just on the off chance that we MIGHT hurt someone

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11 months ago
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terrible-hated-demon
11 months ago

shoutout to weird kids. shoutout to the guy who’s worn a cape to school every day since 6th grade. shoutout to the freshman who brings a stuffed animal to school & uses exclusively it/its pronouns. shoutout to the ppl who dye their hair a different color every month. shoutout to the girl in my econ class who wears the same hoodie every day. shoutout to weird kids. i love you.

terrible-hated-demon
11 months ago

they should invent a laying in your bed all day that is healthy and good for you.

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11 months ago
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11 months ago

“no one’s ever mad at me unless they tell me so” is the best assumption i’ve ever made

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11 months ago

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11 months ago
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terrible-hated-demon
11 months ago

BPD culture is no one ever believing in me even when I'm telling the truth, no one listens to me and when I try to defend myself they call me spoiled and childish???? Why even try telling them my side of the story if it's gonna be useless

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terrible-hated-demon
11 months ago

me and my undying urge to be someone’s favorite

terrible-hated-demon
11 months ago

i basically assume that people don’t like me unless they explicitly tell me they like me and then periodically remind me

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1 year ago
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1 year ago

remember to pay attention to me btw. remember to pay attention and to be in love with me. btw. right now

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1 year ago
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1 year ago

“are you mad at me?” “do you still like me?” “are you sure you’re not mad at me?”

Okay so are we gonna take this to the bedroom or should I fuck the sense and reassurance back into you right here?

terrible-hated-demon
1 year ago

i get the catching yourself being a hypocrite making things feel better but wtf are you supposed to do when someone calls you a hypocrite and it turns out they did the exact same thing you did except even worse

explode them with your mind


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terrible-hated-demon
1 year ago

thinking about how funny it is that you pay therapists and they can diagnose you with a cluster b personality disorder...literally giving you money and in exchange you're calling me manipulative orsomething...this is making me feel so pathetic wtf I paid you to degrade me *kills mys


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terrible-hated-demon
1 year ago

the worlds first masochist narcissist has just interrupted bdsm roleplay after realizing they're actually really pissed off at the idea of someone else being in control

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