I Hate It So Much When Someone Wants To Get Closer To Allah So They Suddenly Start To Speak More Arabic,

whenever i’m having a bad day, i always remind myself that henry marchbanks winter is over 6 foot, buff as fuck, and broke a dudes ribs and collarbone and not even 6 guys could get him to stop fighting

and i understand camilla a little more

warmth of the sun, ron hicks | from a letter to milena, franz kafka

tall women, hairy women, average looking women, nerdy women, quirky women, weird women, angry women; sensitive women, muscular women, cringe women, beautiful women who dont see it, clingy women, confident women... there's something so unique about them and they all deserve love <333

You know what scares me?

The fact that I feel like I have a soul tie with Henry Winter. I don’t know how or when it started. But I feel that man in my blood and my bones everytime I feel alone.

Sometimes when I can’t sleep I just feel like he is laying beside me reading something he wants me to know as well.

I think as a community we should all stop the concept of aesthetic because its ruining our lives and im sick of having fun with someone and they go like 'let me just take a pic of this to post on my story'.. like.. okay? Also i went through so many 'aesthetics' and found out how limiting they are! Lemme just read this shakespeare teathrical piece while listening to slipknot and wearing my pink dress <3

Mahmoud Darwish, Journal of an Ordinary Grief (يـومـيـات الـحـزن الـعـادي), 1973

I love both the sketch and the colored version but i have to admit the coloured one is my favorite <33

I finished reading "The secret history" by Donna Tartt the other day and the characters are not going to let me go. The book is kinda mesmerizing, I loved the language immediately (and read the whole 600-page book in one week). The characters are perfect in the way they're written. At first I agreed with Richard's view on the group. They were all so mysterious, ideal, that I couldn't even imagine how complicated and awful their lives in fact were (Charles was my favourite character until THE LAST CHAPTER, Charles, wtf are you doing?!)

So here are my sketch of Henry with symbolism attempt

Also colourful version for flower language, 'cause colours are important. But I don't like how the final work looks like (

Yellow lily - friendship

Lycoris - in Japan is believed to foreshadow death and grief

Purple calla - symbolizes sorrow and grief

my life philosophy is that u need a Crush and an Enemy in every environment. this is the only way to deal with work school etc.

As crazy as this might seem, i finally got my own copy of The Secret History. Thanks again to you Y. you deserve the world <333

(It was gifted to me by one of the coolest girls too, what are the odds?)

Happy birthday to me 🎂