therealsecretmurderer

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WHY SOME HUMANS ARE SO WHOLEOSMEEE this is what we're all supposed to be living guys dont think capitalism is okay this is what they took away from us 😭😭

i like working at plant store. sometimes you ring up someone and there's a slug on their plant and so you're like "Oh haha you've got a friend there let me get that for you" and you put the slug on your hand for safekeeping but then its really busy and you dont have time to take the slug outside before the next customer in line so you just have a slug chilling on your hand for 15 minutes. really makes you feel at peace with nature. also it means sometimes i get to say my favorite line which is "would you like this free slug with your purchase"

L'amour...

C’est s’aimer sans jamais se toucher. C’est se rapprocher… pis s’éloigner. C’est jeter, fragment par fragment, nos pensées les plus profondes, nos désirs les plus enfouis, parce qu’on sait qu’ils seront toujours ramassés. C’est se regarder dans les yeux qui grimacent, et y entrer. Y fouiller l’âme — parce qu’on y est autorisé.

Mais surtout, c’est savoir se mettre à nu. Tout nu. Dans nos moments les plus sombres, les plus brisés.

Et malgré ça... ou peut-être même grâce à ça...

savoir que j’aurai toujours le droit d’exister là,

à tes côtés.

— Lamia

i hate it so much when someone wants to get closer to Allah so they suddenly start to speak more arabic, even change their own dialect to a Saudi/Yemeni dialect... lose personality and literally try to become Arab instead of muslim. You can read Quran in Arabic, recite it, say Dhikr but it stops there. Why are you changing your own way of talking to sound Arab?

It's sad that nowadays we associate being muslim with being Arab, which is totally wrong. They suddenly switch to writing with an Arabic keyboard and shit like that. Just accept the fact that you can be non Arab and muslim, and be proud of your ethnicity and also avoid trying to make yourself a Saudi/Yemeni woman by trying to dress like them or talk like them, you look weird. I swear that aint getting you more Hassanat lol.

i love wholesome moments with other people. happens for only one reason which is making your day 10 times better lol. thank you random cute guy for breaking that silence and making a nice little joke when we ended up walking side by side at the same pace even when we tried to go infront of each other. i wish God will make us meet again

Aligned stars.

to M.

Like the lion of the Atlas, wild and free,

Whose roar shakes the heavens and calls to me,

You crept into my heart a force so strong,

And taught my wings to rise, all bold.

Through all the storms, you stood proud and tall,

ⵓⵍ ⵏ ⵉⵣⴻⵎ, the bravest of them all.

On this special day, I celebrate you,

May peace and love always find you <3

ⵞⴰⵢⴳⴰⵏ ⵏ ⵜⴰⵢⵔⵉ.

tall women, hairy women, average looking women, nerdy women, quirky women, weird women, angry women; sensitive women, muscular women, cringe women, beautiful women who dont see it, clingy women, confident women... there's something so unique about them and they all deserve love <333

On Friendship.

Honestly i feel like i just recently discovered free will. Nothing can make me sad anymore. Likr whats gonna happen? If i fail this i can try again, if i cant i can search for something else to do. Its never that deep guys.

Poem, Langston Hughes

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Beautiful and thanks for making me cry darling

I rewatched Dead Poets Society a few weeks ago and felt inspired to write this contrapuntal poem :)

Thanks spotify for making the concept of daylist, i discovered really cool artists recently.

As crazy as this might seem, i finally got my own copy of The Secret History. Thanks again to you Y. you deserve the world <333

(It was gifted to me by one of the coolest girls too, what are the odds?)

Lamias always on their knees begging smh..

Lamia and the Soldier (1905) by John William Waterhouse

yes im sick of stopping myself from experiencing beautiful things because im afraid to go out alone or buy stuff myself this has to come to an end.

i gotta remember this

The Hyoid Bone is Kinda Shitty

I talked about this in my throat punching post, but I after a recent experience, I thought it would be fun to point out how weak this little bone is. The hyoid is a U-shaped bone that sits above your laryngeal prominence (aka Adam's apple) and behind the jaw. It isn't attached to any other bones, but serves as the attachment site for a lot of muscles in the lower jaw and upper neck. You can palpate it, but be careful! You are capable of breaking your own hyoid bone. It requires 3-4kg (6-7lbs) of squeezing to fracture it. For reference, a human is capable of creating a pinch (index to thumb) strength of 5-8kg (11-17 lbs). Now imagine if someone is getting choked (it's not good).

Hyoid bone fractures can be life threatening, as this bone is important in the structures of the upper respiratory tract (breathing is very important). It can cause pharyngeal and laryngeal spasms, which leads to asphyxiation (you can't breathe). This can be fixed with a tracheotomy and tube placement, but sometimes patients don't know they've broken their hyoid until they can't breathe.

And for the personal experience: I was trying to explain the muscles of the throat to this girl in my anatomy group, and she had no idea what the hyoid was. So I was like "lemme just grab it real quick and let her feel it." I was a bit pissed off, I'll admit, when I did that. So I grabbed that bone pretty roughly and just snapped that motherfucker like the wishbone of a chicken. I knew it was tender, but holy shit it has no integrity. It turns out I was right all these years for having an fear of people grabbing my neck.

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hi hi, Dolls… It’s that time of the month again, YOU GOT MAIILL <3

don’t forget to follow my insta @ malusokay

love ya ･:*₊‧౨ৎ

I love both the sketch and the colored version but i have to admit the coloured one is my favorite <33

I finished reading "The secret history" by Donna Tartt the other day and the characters are not going to let me go. The book is kinda mesmerizing, I loved the language immediately (and read the whole 600-page book in one week). The characters are perfect in the way they're written. At first I agreed with Richard's view on the group. They were all so mysterious, ideal, that I couldn't even imagine how complicated and awful their lives in fact were (Charles was my favourite character until THE LAST CHAPTER, Charles, wtf are you doing?!)

So here are my sketch of Henry with symbolism attempt

Also colourful version for flower language, 'cause colours are important. But I don't like how the final work looks like (

Yellow lily - friendship

Lycoris - in Japan is believed to foreshadow death and grief

Purple calla - symbolizes sorrow and grief

Happy birthday to me 🎂

Why spicy is not a taste

Tate buds are a special sense structures that can detect five categories of flavor: sweet, salty, sour, bitter, and umami (savory). Spice is not detected by these receptors, and instead, is picked up by nociceptors (pain receptors). Our brain can interpret that pain as a taste: spicy. But, since it is not detected by true taste receptors, it is not counted as one of the five flavors. This is also why pain tolerance is related to spice tolerance. And, as a fun fact, this means that any nerve receptor on a mucosal surface can "taste" spicy (eye, nose, genital, and anal mucosa are all included here). Have fun with that last fact, lol.

It's crazy when you start talking with someone and... youre comfy wit them from the start? And they're literally you so youre never bored when talking with them and dont feel bad when youre yapping all the time. (Two yappers and over sharer lol)

chaotic forever.

dark academia: keeps journals, systemically organized bookshelves, mostly reads classic books and pretentious literature, neat handwritting, probably uses a fountain pen, drinks coffee, tea or wine, will quote authors or movies to asssert dominance, dresses posh even on a budget.

chaotic academia: keeps commonplace books, stacks of books everywhere, either books you probably never heard of or popular YA, bad handwritting, has a chewed off pencil or a gel pen, drinks juice or energy drinks, will paraphase authors for comedic effect, too tired to dress up, but still tries.

donna tartt COOKED with the 3rd chapter of the secret history i am obsessed. the depiction of winter. the depiction of waking up, going to work and then just wandering. the depiction of not asking for help because of embarrassment. the depiction of calling your parents and immediately hanging up. the depiction of your body hurting because of coldness. richard. richard papen. papen richard. hes me

There is a certain beauty in having a normal day.

I wake up at 6am, take my two buses at 7, get to look at the beautiful sunrise with headphones in my ears. I enjoy looking out the window, seeing the busy students and workers striding fast to their destinations. Suddenly, everything seems so lovely. Then i arrive at uni to take my morning classes. Different people are becoming friends.. each individual special in his own way; the way they do their hair, or the lipstick they have on.. even the way they do their hijab.. each one of them seem to be truly unique. I get out at 12 and take my buses again, happy to go have lunch with my mum and tell my brother about my day. Sometimes, the routine is changed slightly by buying a croissant in the morning to take it with my café au lait or reading a book in the bus.

When you're comfortable with who you are and who you're becoming, suddenly everyone seems busy with their own lives. I don't focus on the dark side anymore, i don't focus on the illusion of others mocking me. that version of me simply doesn't exist anymore. I'm now unapologetically my true authentic self.

my life philosophy is that u need a Crush and an Enemy in every environment. this is the only way to deal with work school etc.

Trip to Rome

I believe it's my third time reading The Secret History and every time I YEARN for the Rome trip. I wanna read about them going around sightseeing and Bunny complaining and I want 5 pages long descriptions of their hotel room and the street.

I need fanfics to survive

its supposed to be 1 year guys i dont get it i literally made this account last year cuz my i forgot my last onee im confused

HONESTLY i nearly never read poetry except for arabic poetry of the Jahiliya and Abbassid periods (it's amazing) because i found that english poetry is plain compared to it (i read some of Emily Dickinson's poetry) and even french poetry seemed better imo

My hot take is that i dont give a fuck about your poem about pomegranates and cannibalism as a metaphor for love

so this is my art <3 this is my latest small watercolor painting, i did in august and i really love it.. since people actually were interested in my art :] (i see u my mutual.. i just got some problems with tumblr and I CANT ANSWER AAH)

Hello it’s me Mohamad smeer this my anew account that’s account was blocked I’m 19 medical student palestinin from Gaza Now I study medicine and my family in north of gaza I need some money from living and for university I see that I’m starting lose my dream So I did this compgin plz if u can help me every dollar make difference for me

Thank u ❤️

https://www.gofundme.com/f/help-me-in-completing-my-medical-studies-please

Note !! the currency : Astralian dollar target is 7000USD for 2 years

Now we are 1400Aud its about 1000 usd can we reach 4000AUD by next week 😔 my university will start next month

Thanks you all ❤️❤️

I sadly can't really help but I hope people can! Please help him out! Especially since we have the same major and I wish you the best.. May God help you brother!

الله يعينك و ينجحك