A Relapse Doesn’t Erase The Progress You Made By Staying Clean.

im gonna fucking do it soon I swear to fucking god

Can anyone else just like… not handle germs? At fucking all?

I was walking my dog and picked up her shit like a normal fucking dog owner does and then went home and had a 30 minute mental breakdown cleaning my hands until they were fucking raw

What the fuck

Is it bad that I don’t even give a shit about politics anymore

Like ok cool a new bad thing happened who’s surprised nobody great let’s move on

Nothing I can fucking do about it

I’m fucking exhausted

Me: “okay the day is finally over and I can finally go to sleep”

My brain: “hey what if they drop nukes”

“He didn’t pass as a boy, and he made for a terribly ugly girl.”

fuck.

Suddenly feeling kknda spacey and zoned out yippe

When you sit next to a classmate bc there are no other free seats and they scoot away the second they see you

Like damn I’m sorry I’m so fucking revolting that u can’t even be near me for five minutes

"You are so mature for your age." Well, at least one of us had to act mature in this shithole excuse of a family.

nobody:

me: *likes a post*

my ocd: was that post you liked actually good? what if that person is secretly bad and people find out and then you're a bad person by association because you liked their post? what if this post has secret dogwhistles that you don't know about? and by liking it that means you agree with it! reread it 30 times until all the words don't even seem like words anymore and the meaning is mush! what? you can't tell if it is a bad™ post? see, you actually are a bad person because a good person would be able to tell. you are going to hell now! you need to think at least 5 'good' things so you can counteract your eternal damnation!!! now now now now NOW NOW NOW!!!!

I love how this entire acc is a cry for help but as soon as someone notices and tries to talk about it my brain just completely shuts down