Hungry? Good That Means It’s Working

What to do instead of eating 🦋✨

Cleaning session ✨

Clean your bathroom. Really scrub your toilet.

If you have a yard, clean it

Organize your wardrobe

Do the dishes

Take out the trash

Sweep

Take the dust off your desks, bookshelfs or whatever you have in your home

Organize the food shelf

Clean your fridge

Organize your kitchen utensils

Do laundry. Probably you been wearing the same shirt for some days.

Selfcare session ✨

Deep condish your hair. You have split ends.

Do your nails.

Fix your eyebrows.

Take a long hot shower and exfoliate.

Skincare.

SLEEP.

Fun things to do ✨

Play videogames.

Read a good book.

Study.

Message a friend, or even call.

Watch a movie. Or binge watch your favorite Netflix show.

Did I already say sleep?

Create a visionboard on Pinterest.

Set goals, not talking about weight. Set career goals, for example.

Take a fun class, learn pottery or knitting.

i want to be so sk1nn¥ that when i e4t anything, i'll feel blɔateð but still look as if i didn't even əat

100 Reasons To Be Th1n

⭒ To always be cold

⭒ To know anything being said about me behind my back is out of envy

⭒ To be too small to find anything at a store

⭒ To have people worry

⭒ To have people be jealous

⭒ To be able to wear bracelets as garters

⭒ To make him touch me gently

⭒ To make people think I’ll break

⭒ To never have to cover myself

⭒ To never be shamed for not looking put together

⭒ To feel my bones hit against each other

⭒ To change the dosage

⭒ To never hit fat

⭒ To always turn heads

⭒ To be able to say “I guess its just my metabolism” when asked how I stay thin

⭒ To never have gaps on button downs

⭒ To always be the smallest in a room

⭒ To never be offered someones leftover

⭒ To say “lets get something to share” and only eat 2 bites

⭒ To never feel greedy when eating at a function

⭒ To have a hunger high 24/7

⭒ To always feel my heartbeat

⭒ To never have to hide what I eat

⭒ To say yes to going out for food without feeling like a pig

⭒ To have people ask “are you sure you dont want something to eat” out of concern instead of malice

⭒ To be called fat as a joke and know its a joke

⭒ To have a hollow face

⭒ To always be hydrated

⭒ To make people think I eat clean

⭒ To feel the fat leaving my body every time I breathe

⭒ To never spill out of jeans

⭒ To always need a belt

⭒ To have tshirts fall off my shoulder

⭒ To look thin even in big clothes

⭒ To make everything around me look bigger

⭒ To move without a sound

⭒ To blackout

⭒ To be a lightweight

⭒ To be told to eat a burger

⭒ To be told I need help

⭒ To be told im beautiful

⭒ To feel beautiful

⭒ To actually accept compliments

⭒ To never feel like people are being nice to prove a point

⭒ To never think someone is being nice to laugh at me later

⭒ To walk away from any argument knowing they’re the bigger person

⭒ To never be asked out on a dare

⭒ To never be ignored by a group of guys

⭒ To make him concerned about my health

⭒ To be lightheaded

⭒ To see stars everywhere

⭒ To never want to sleep

⭒ To focus everything on school

⭒ To redefine what food is to me

⭒ To be in control of my health, mind, and body

⭒ To never wonder if Im being excluded because Im fat

⭒ To never be the one taking the group photo

⭒ To never make a boxspring creak

⭒ To never sweat

⭒ To walk slow and enjoy it

⭒ To breathe deeper

⭒ To love being outside

⭒ To never wondering if an outfit looks good or not

⭒ To train myself to never need to look at a nutrition label

⭒ To be able to wear everything I thrift

⭒To never be worried that im bring judged for what im eating

⭒ To always hurt

⭒ To never need makeup

⭒ To never need s*x

⭒ To never think an outfit would look better on someone else

⭒ To have my bones dig into everything

⭒ To barely raise the water in the bathtub

⭒ To never feel hot in the shower

⭒ To wrap my hands around my waist

⭒ To never drop a deuce lol

⭒ To say “do you want a cookie?” in an argument and someone get mad

⭒ To be on peoples minds

⭒ To shrink my stomach

⭒ To be so hungry that I dont know what it feels like to feel hungry

⭒ To always decline food

⭒ To be allowed to be picky

⭒ To never feel greedy

⭒ To save money

⭒ To make people kind to me

⭒ To make people think I hate junk food

⭒ To never need to step on a scale

⭒ To never purge

⭒ To never binge

⭒ To have more room on a plane seat

⭒ To never be judged for having a soda

⭒ To never need to be weighed at a water/amusement park

⭒ To never get stares of disgust

⭒ To never be though of as low brow

⭒ To be able to walk though a thin barred fence

⭒ To never worry if anything will break under me

⭒ To never worry that my old clothes will rip

⭒ To use less soap

⭒ To feel clean

⭒ To feel euphoric

⭒ To feel like who Im supposed to be

- Peachez ☆

☆ I'm Peachez

☆ She / Her

☆ I'm 20 years old

☆ I'm officially in recovery right now !

I'll post about my 3d and my recovery here. <3

Never hesitate to block me if I trigger you. I don't want to and I want everyone to be safe. <3

Time to lie to my friends and family !!

Me, every day, all the time

Just a reminder:

Feeling invalid and like you’re faking your disorder is PART OF YOUR DISORDER

Wanting to starve yourself but not actually being able to do it is PART OF YOUR DISORDER

Recovery does NOT come easily

Constant binging is PART OF YOUR DISORDER

Being able to eat normally without guilt for periods of time is PART OF YOUR DISORDER

Being able to restrict easily one day and not the other is PART OF YOUR DISORDER

Please treat your minds nicely

it only hurts right now. but feeling ur bones makes it all worth it.

I'm not satisfied about my thigh gap. Why does my legs doesn't wants to change more quickly ?? Like is it to hard for you ????

- Block if you're triggered. ( I'm sorry if you are.. )

Thigh gap check ! part. 2

TW : 4norex1a. ( I'm in recovery ! )

I found another pictures of me when I was not underweight ! I think I was healthier in those and I wanted to compares those pictures to show you that you don't need to loose weight if you don't need to ! Remember that, because of the 3d, you don't see yourself like everyone else see you. I don't see myself like everyone else too. You'll probably in pain or you probably are in pain already.. You are beautiful ! You are strong ! You're not a weight, you are a person ! 3d doesn't define yourself !

Recovery worth it. Your life worth it. Yourself worth it.

Xoxo. <3

Before and after, in May 2025.