I've Been Playing It Safe Wirh My Deficit And Eating Around 900-1100 A Day To Try And Keep My Period

Ordered a mini stepper...its obviously not gonna be as good as if I were to get a walking pad but I'm unemployed af

I just need someone to put me on one of those medieval racks and stretch me to make me a few inches taller so I can have long slender legs instead of 5'3 gremlin legs :(

This but just my skin cuz my grades drop when I ⭐️ve

i love when i start ⭐️ again and all of my self betterment comes back to me. like my skin clears up and my grades shoot upwards just bc im not distracted by food 🤷‍♀️

UGH I HAD A THIGH GAP BEFORE 'Recovery' WHAT HAPPENED

I won't make the same mistakes as last time. I'll be more discreet. I'll tell no one. I won't even mention w8 (except rn because you cant tell I've relapsed yet and our scale is broken so I'm trying to get my mom to buy a new one cuz I'm 'curious' how well my recovery going). I'm logging Absolutely everything. Every bite. If I don't finish something I'm still logging it as if I did. I'll only eat in front of people to avoid suspicion. I. Will. Not. Fail.

Any time my mum talks about trying to lose weight my heart breaks just a little because she's genuinely the most beautiful woman I've ever met. But I'll be in a 'healthy' bmi range and think I'm the most obese person alive

I hate not having a scale I feel like just breathing is adding an inch to my waist

My mum asked me today if my clothes were fitting looser??? I said why and she says I look like I've lost w8! I don't have a scale so idk what I weigh lol but omg!!!

Bro I'm losing my mind someone plssss talk 2 me !!

I'm either gonna die skinny and ⭐️ving or morbidly obese getting rich off feederism content and there's no in between