“recovery!” I Say As I Binge Every Day For Two Weeks, Gain Ten Pounds, And Immediately Relapse Harder

I love OMAD

Ew another day where I ended up eating at maintenance🐽 going to the beach tho so hopefully I burn some off

A guy at work gave me an ice cream pop and I felt bad because he went all the way across the kitchen to give one to me so I ate it and now I'm at my maintenance☹️ (major fatty alert)

I’m not a hater. I’m JEALOUS of people with fast metabolisms, I don’t hate them. I don’t hate them, what I hate is the fact that some of them are stuck in a body they don’t want, being insecure about being skinny, when I ⭐️ve and put my body and mind through hell and still be double the size of them

The only thing I need.

Ugh I keep getting Snapchat memories and I looked so much prettier when I was sick

This but just my skin cuz my grades drop when I ⭐️ve

i love when i start ⭐️ again and all of my self betterment comes back to me. like my skin clears up and my grades shoot upwards just bc im not distracted by food 🤷‍♀️

felt

Yawl exams are coming up for my A Levels and I can't focus at all😭 I REFUSE to up my intake any more so what can I do??

Numbers.

Numbers.

NUMBERS.

(W8, grades, BMI)

Why cant I lose w8 instead of my will to live