If I'm Getting Off The Elevator And The Door Opens And You're Standing RIGHT THERE In The Middle Of The

i fully believe that to write fanfics, you have to be the most obsessed down bad psycho stalker pathetic loser (all compliments) to get into the heads of the characters

particularly with romance particularly with smut bc wdym i wrote that filth about a middle aged fictional minor-character politician

all that to say i have a cleansing ritual which is screaming in my car to love is embarassing by olivia rodrigo. you just scream about being a loser for a man and let it go. its like sage.

lmk if you have a cleansing ritual

tagged by @vice-president-galade and @wokeupandchoseviolence - thank you! ❤️

last song: Blue Hotel by Chris Isaak (gym playlist, nothing like deadlifting to moody 80s)

last film: Conclave (yesterday!)

last book: Tell Me An Ending by Jo Harkin - for my book club, picked after finishing Severance S2 with the girls

last tv show: for myself - Forever on Netflix (needed something chill), with people - Severance (obsessed)

sweet/savory/spicy: I have an insane sweet tooth, I could live on pastries only

relationship status: 💖💖 married 💖💖

last thing i googled: "pov you are water" for a dumb cat meme hehe

looking forward to: tonight! cinema (The Surfer, Nick Cage supremacy) and taco bowls for dinner + eurovision

current obsession: my OC who I keep inventing head canons for lol

Tagging! @poetikat @chavatangakwunua @act-iv

he was right about Anton Rayne winning the next election, at least

Symon Holl | We need to put our economy and the recession at the forefront, especially in the wake of this insane fucking trade war between Arcasia and United Contana.

this post has been ruining my life for the last week or whatever

This is my ot3 manifesto

The way I NEED an official pronunciation guide for Sordish, my pronunciation is all over the place

Galade > Guh-lahd

Lachaven > Lack-ah-ven

Wisci > Vish-chi

Ciara > Chiara, like in Italian (I didn't even think it would be controversial)

A morgna wes core > A morgna ves tsore

Please I am desperate to know how to pronounce Sordish please Torpor bless us (like you've blessed the Raynes down in Anrica)

(my husband keeps calling Serge > Sergey and it's driving me insane)

Sordblr! There was a Reddit thread about how people pronounce the various character/city names in Suzerain, and one that came up was Lucian's last name. The responses were not conclusive. So let's have a poll, I desperately need some closure on this.

ten hours

rating: teen and up audiences

archive warning: creator chose not to use archive warnings

fandom: Suzerain (Video Game)

relationships: Anton Rayne & Petr Vectern, Lucian Galade & Anton Rayne, Lucian Galade & Petr Vectern

additional tags: Assassination Ending, Ambiguous/Open Ending, Enemies to Friends, petr is a competent speaker, very tiny displays of affection, like blink and you miss them tiny

summary:

Lucian thinks of Anton laughing at his own horrible jokes. His arm flung around Lucian’s shoulders. Conspiratorial winks to Petr when he thought no one was looking. That time when they visited the presidential retreat in Gruni where Anton removed his shoes and socks before wandering in the sprawling fields. I was raised poor, he explained to Lucian’s puzzled gaze, running his hands over the wheat swaying in the wind, feeling the soil is the happiest I can be.

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Lucian and Petr bond over a ten-hour wait at a hospital.

read here (archive of our own)

"im going to sleep" aka gonna close my eyes and imagine things in my head

Anton Rayne | a morgna wes core

my pronouns are U S P (my name is Tarquin Soll and my pronouns are kiss my ass)