Aceflux - Blog Posts

Has anyone considered that garu just might be ace flux and/or demisexual? I feel like that would explain a lot, and I would like to discuss this.

For Ace week I will be posting about as many Asexual identities under the umbrella! I did Ansexual but now lets do some more!

(I'm Ansexual and Aegosexual, I personally think it's gross- but whatever floats your boat I guess....)

First the Asexual Flag! An Asexual or commonly Ace is someone who feels little to no sexual attraction.

Next Aceflux! Acelux is a sexual orientation on the asexual spectrum. It is defined as someone whose sexual orientation fluctuates but generally stays on the asexual spectrum. An aceflux individual may feel very strongly asexual one day and less asexual another day, they might feel demisexual or greysexual at times. Some aceflux individuals may feel like they are allosexual at times. (Yes I copy and pasted it, :p) There Are three flags, all three apply and if you choose or realize you might be this then you can choose whichever!

Nowwwwww onto Aegosexual. Aegosexual, also known as autochorissexual, is a term used to describe individuals on the asexual spectrum who feel disconnected from the subject of arousal. Although they may partake in such actions having to do with it. You can search up and learn more from other sources on the internet as well!

Next up is Autosexual, people are more attracted to themselves than to others. I'm giving basic descriptions on them and you can continue further research! Here's those flags!

Onto Cupiosexual. Cupiosexual are people who have a desire for sexual activity but do not experience sexual attraction

Swinging towards Demisexual, Demisexuals are  Individuals who only experience sexual attraction after forming a strong emotional connection.

That's all for now!

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Woe, my OC be upon ye

Basically all you need to know is that Billy Boo travels around with four of her friends in a medieval-style fantasy world where the people are humanoid cats. If I ever figure the plot out I want to turn it into a webcomic called Caravan!

Most of the main characters are based on real cats, so here’s irl Billy Boo!

She’s my old neighbor’s cat and has an extra finger :D

Aesexuality and aromantics

Hi! I’m aceflux, or somewhere along the aesexual spectrum. I’m also demiromantic. I’ve had no prior trauma that I remember that has caused this, but these lack of feelings occurred. I don’t know why. Does anybody have an explanation for this?

Thinking of how badly I want this person.

One day we accidentally have the same idea:

After some hours of editing, I put aside the keyboard and look at the clock; 2:30pm. My partner will be back soon, after his shift at the company is done. The last weeks have been tiring for them.

I have time to spare. I walk to the florist, buy their favorite. I walk back and step back in. I notice their shoes by the door and their figure busy in the kitchen, a bouquet of tiger lillies in a vase.

I gasp, they turn. We stare, and laugh. “Jinx!”

We hand each other our bouquets and I kiss them. For some reason, I think their favorite flowers are yellow tulips.

They go well with the tiger lillies, paired up in that vase together. Perhaps they were the flowers we had in our very humble private wedding.

Asexuality: complications

The hardest part about being in the acearo spectrum, is not the alienation or isolation feeling from the rest of people that feel attraction ‘normally’ and the experiences ‘everyone’ relates to. For me, the hardest part is the dating.

Because I actually want a relationship, I want the love and the romance! It’s not that I don’t, I just want it in a different way from what is expected of me, and I haven’t felt anything for anyone in about 6 years! It’s so incredibly frustrating, to hope for that love and know that the chances of me finding another asexual person who I actually feel attracted to and feels the same for me in such a tiny ass country, are minuscule. Or even just any person of any sexuality who is okay with me being asexual and won’t pressure me or feel bad about it or rejected or try to force me or ‘convince’ me into something.

I want the late night cuddles, laying in bed and watching moves together while we share popcorn, I want to hold hands when we’re out outside, go for a hug whenever we want or need to; I want us to turn the lights off and just hug each other in bed while we talk about silly things and giggle, I want to cheer them up when they’re sad and be supported in turn when I’m feeling down; I want to listen to them just talking and be able to smile and just stare dreamily as they do and say ‘I love you’, I want someone who can bear with my rants and the excitement in my eyes when I’ve just read or watched something great and look at me with love and not annoyance or boredom when I do.

I want to hold that someone in my arms tightly all the time, caress their hair, hold their hands, kiss their face when I think they look cute; I want to fluster them and make them stutter, I want us to just be able to walk into the room for a hug whenever, and just leave naturally; I want to hold their hand when we go skating and gently wipe their mouth if they’re eating messily; I want to make them laugh until they’re crying and laugh when they tell a joke; I want to defend them when they’re being put down by someone, I want them to hold my hand and be there to stop me from losing control when my family is treating me like shit, I want us to be there for each other in all ways that we can be.

I want us to kiss if we want to, never feel pressured to, I want us to wake up in bed together in the mornings, legs tangled and feet cold while we get up and make breakfast; I want us to bake cookies together and then get takeout when we’ve forgotten to cook dinner; I want to come home to a dinner in the fridge and someone waiting for me in the couch so we can go to sleep together; I want them to sit on the shower and just let me wash their hair gently; I want to write them little love letters and litter them around the house so they can find them while they clean, I want them to give me flowers when I’ve accomplished something or just because they wanted to; I want us to sleepover and just be close in a non-sexual intimate way; I want to lay my head on your chest and listen to your heartbeat to fall asleep and hold you tight in my arms, just to make sure you’ll be there when I wake up.

But finding love like that is just too hard in these times, and statistically, ny chances are really fucking small. I might have better luck with online dating or if I live in another, bigger country for a while, but that doesn’t make me feel better.

Sometimes the fear of never finding that someone for me just brings me such despair I lay down to cry on my pillow.