But I Do - Blog Posts

reblog steven universe su SUF steven universe the future i dont know whay i love this so much but i do

fanart digital art I love him kinda why meme art Cesar i dunno the mandela catalogue mandela catalogue mandela catalogue fanart cesar torres my art lol but i do

yeah maybe or something but i do beast moments got reminded about this when looking for another post i think a lot of people assume that i don’t get angry i think i repress a lot of emotions part of it is from getting better at managing things with age and meds but this very much plays a part was thinking about how i especially try to avoid showing ‘negative’ emotions around certain people it’s partially from a desire to be soft especially for those who i love so very much but i think it’s also a fear response linked to the themes discussed in the post fear that they’ll turn away if i show that side that if others reacted badly to those emotions that they also will lots i need to figure out

but i do i fear i have no personality also i gave up on writing cause my roomate kept asking what i was writing and i was embarrassed loser coded