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A Special Place In Hell - OP81

DARK FIC 18+ - Minors DNI- if you don't like this or the warnings/themes make you uncomfortable. I can't stress this enough, DO NOT READ THIS

Summary: Oscar meets a darling of a girl, and he wants her. But there's a moral compass in the way, good thing it's not his moral compass otherwise he might actually be swayed.

READ THESE Themes/warnings: Smut (oral, anal, toys), dubcon (she does agree to it all but it's not exactly something she's happy about) headpushing, gaslighting, coercion, lying, corruption kink, major manipulation, some soft!Oscar at points (he doesn't hate her), mention of losing virginity

No part 2 requests please

Y/n might be a virgin holding onto that hymen till marriage. But Oscar would have to withhold a laugh and mask it with a smirk if anyone genuinely tried to convince him or even comment on the suggestion she's innocent because of that. If anything, her determination to save herself till marriage has made her more tainted for the man who takes her virginity than had she have given it away to the first man who tried.

She may have been before Oscar met her, but she's certainly not anymore.

Oscar may or may not marry the young woman one day. He's not sure yet. But he knew going into this that he wasn't waiting till marriage to get his dick wet in her.

Hence how right now he's starting his day receiving head from her and god does she have a talent with it.

Sure one day he fully intends to claim the prize without marrying her, but for now he'll settle for other options that she naively believes maintain her virginity. Only if you mean in the literal sense that her hymen remains in tact. But given the things she's let Oscar do to her, she's certainly not the innocent virgin any man will be fooled into thinking he's getting.

Oscar groans pushing her down on his length to reach the furthest depth of her throat, a place that he knows he is the only to ever have touched.

"You take me so well." Oscar grunts feeling her throat closing, struggling around his length and if he weren't so deep he knows it'd actually be gagging but he's pushed himself part the point of her being able to properly gag. It just feels like she's milking it from him and when his cum shoots down her throat, he holds her there. More than aware she's almost definitely beginning to panic from lack of air.

He holds her there till he really feels her trying to fight his hold, something she usually doesn't do. As soon as he moves her hand from holding her, she shoots back as she coughs and gasps for breath.

"Sorry, baby. I got carried away." Oscar states with no sympathy or genuine apology in his tone. Then he reaches back picking up his phone and sighing. "Shit, I'm late. Right...I want you to prep and plug-size up from last time."

Y/n looks up from where she's still catching her breath and leaving, she doesn't look overly eager about doing as Oscar is instructing. The idea of anal isn't something she's been a fan of since Oscar first suggested it.

"Y/n, you understand?" Oscar questions noticing her silence.

"Yeah. I'll clean up and meet you there." Y/n nods, her voice definitely feeling what is almost certain bruising to her throat from his brutal treatment.

It wouldn't be the first time she's lost her voice as a result of Oscar's dick. But he really isn't all that sorry for it, if anything it's a turn on. Further evidence of how much he can ruin her for any man after him.

Not that he'll stop till he's touched the places even she's yet to explore.

"Ok, I'll see you later." Oscar smiles leaning down and kissing her softly while she smiles lightly from the action.

-

Y/n tries not to wince as she walks through the paddock, she really hates the idea of anyone noticing.

By the time she gets to the McLaren unit. She smiles seeing Oscar with Mark but as soon as he spots her he excuses himself from the conversation.

"Hey, baby." Oscar smiles making her smile back and move towards him. "We're going on a track walk."

"Oh, I don't know if that's...just with what you asked for it's sort of uncomfortable to walk that much." Y/n admits making him look at her for a few beats.

"Come with me." Oscar instructs linking their hands and guiding her to his drivers room.

As soon as the door is closed she's spun and pressed into the surface with his hand pushing her dress up for access before she gasps, panicked when she feels his fingers at the flare of the plug, tugging it just enough that it's pulling against her as she tenses around it.

He leans in breath hitting her ear while she stares at her white-knuckled fist resting on the door, nails digging into her palms as she waits for him to finally pull it out.

"Stop tensing." Oscar whispers making her shiver ripple down her back. "I'm just making sure you put it in right. You didn't hurt yourself did you?"

"No."

"Then stop panicking. You're fine." Oscar sighs impatiently making her sigh as he drops her skirt down and moves over to his bathroom to wash his hand of the generous amount of lube she'd used.

"Sorry." Y/n mumbles turning around to face him again as she bites her lip a little.

"So you're coming out on the track walk." Oscar smiles the expression on his face telling her that she's not getting a choice in the matter. "Let's go."

"Yeah. Let's go." Y/n nods swallowing thickly before she looks at the man for a few minutes.

Y/n lets Oscar guide them both out of there and she walks out managing to make herself not look like she's quite so uncomfortable. It's really not a painful feeling but it's definitely not her first choice to be walking around with a butt plug in.

All because she wants to save her virginity for someone she marries.

-

Since y/n arrived pretty late in the day compared to Oscar and the track walk was one of the last things of the day. So it's no surprise that they take off pretty quickly too.

"All fours on the bed." Oscar smiles kissing a couple times just to make her more compliant. Not that she would actually refuse him but he doesn't like to be horrible to her and just treat her like shit, she's still human and his mum might not have raised him to treat her the way that he does. But equally, maybe he never expected to find the one woman on the planet who is so set on marrying as a virgin.

Y/n presses her chest down, trying to temper herself as she closes her eyes and just focuses on staying relaxed. It's what's going to get her through it.

She feels her dress be pushed up and since she wasn't wearing underwear this whole day. Oscar's fingers easily access the plug that's snuggly between her cheeks.

"Good girl." Oscar soothes pausing as his fingers tap the flat of the base before his fingers slide down to her pussy that is just dripping with need for attention. "You know it's not too late to change your mind. I’ll enjoy it either way, but you might enjoy it much more the other way.”

Truth be told Oscar wants both tonight. Now she's laid out right in front of him he absolutely will need to take any virginity she has.

"No. This is going to be good." Y/n states making Oscar hum as his fingers glide through the wetness that is increasing by the second.

"Good."

Y/n keeps her breath steady as she feels Oscar easy the plug out of her and his moan at the sight almost makes her jump, though not as much as the feeling of him dragging his finger up from her pussy to spread the wetness.

"Please use lube too." Y/n mutters out quickly and Oscar does comply, if only for his own comfort too.

He's somewhat hoping she doesn't enjoy this, if only to give him the better chance at taking her virginity which is the ultimate goal. It almost definitely of those "I want it because I can't have it" and once he has it, it'll mean nothing.

"Ready?" Oscar asks making her grunt a yes clearly gritting her teeth in a battle of keeping her body relaxed while she's actually completely stressed out.

Y/n does lurch forward feeling him press against her but his hands are quick to hold her in place, he at least wants the tip in before he's giving her a moment to adjust.

"O-Oscar, I don't know-"

"I'm in, you really want to me to stop now?" Oscar questions knowing he's being cruel in the way he's asking that and the tone he's using but the woman can't be serious. "Just let me get full in and give it a few minutes if it hurts, we stop."

He chooses his wording wisely, he's going to make sure it's not an option with it hurting as a reason to stop.

He continues sliding into her, the feeling of her ass wrapped around him is like nothing he's ever felt before and honestly, he might struggle to maintain the self control he needs to right now. It's better than he'd ever imagined. But somehow he maintains a steady push till his fully seated in her.

"Fuck, y/n. You feel incredible." Oscar states in a voice that so heavy with lust she almost doesn't recognise it.

Y/n on the other hand doesn't feel the appeal of this. It's not hurting but it's certainly not comfortable. Was saving her virginity where she has the chance of feeling even half as good as Oscar clearly feels in this moment really worth this?

Oscar's too caught up to ask if she's ready, he starts moving while she presses her face into the bed, trying to focus on the good. It's not comfortable, it's not like what she looked up about it slowing feeling good if you just try to go in with the right mindset. Lies.

The feeling of his balls hitting her pussy that is appreciate even just such minuscule attention.

"Y/n." Oscar moans and actually that makes her tighten in appreciation of the fact that even if she's definitely not enjoying this, he definitely is.

Oscar picks up the speed after a few minutes and she chokes on her breath, whimpering and gripping at the sheets as she can't stop herself tensing up. The tightness combine with the new speed unlocks a much more feral side which does leave a bit of a burn and actually it feels like the depth his hitting is really making her stomach flip. Oscar is by no means a small man in dick size and he's proving to want to prove that by touching parts of her that she could never reach.

The sounds are probably the worst part, Oscar doesn't seem bothered by the skin slapping but the wet noise is really making her grimace.

As he closes in on his climax, he continues slamming in and out of her then stopping with a final thrust that does make her wince with a sting before she feels a hot rush inside of her, the feel so unfamiliar and hot and stick but she can't decide if it's the worst feeling of it all or least of the worst. It does mean that he's done.

"Fuck. That was the best experience of my life." Oscar grunts spreading her cheeks before easing himself out, though honestly if he could live with the permanent feeling of her wrapped around him, he'd definitely do it.

Seeing his cum leak back out of her is definitely a sight worth remembering forever.

-

One time turned into multiple times, sometimes going two or three times a day and honestly y/n isn't finding anymore comfort or pleasure in it than the first time. Even if it is getting sort of easier.

She's wavering. She's losing the ability to say that her virginity is worth preserving. Oscar isn't stupid and he can see her wavering every time but he's going to enjoy his privilege while he's got it and if the day comes soon that she decides she'll let him finally just take her virgnity.

"You look like you're in deep thought." Oscar comments as they get back to his apartment and he steps up behind her kissing her neck, giving away his intentions.

"Yeah..." Y/n mumbles with a thick swallow. Breaking point tittering on the edge.

"Well I think you just need to relax." Aka he'll feel relaxed, she won't.

Unless...

"Oscar...I've been thinking." Y/n states questioning if she's really going do this. Throw her goal that she set herself as soon as she knew it sex was a thing.

"Yeah?"

To put it lightly, Oscar has somewhat been pushing her towards this decision, hoping that her breaking point would come soon.

"I think I want you to take my virginity." Y/n mumbles, and despite her wishing she wanted to take the words back as soon as they left her mouth. She definitely isn't feeling great about it.

"Really? You want me to?" Oscar asks in a faux surprise. "I thought you were waiting till marriage."

"Yeah I was but...I mean it was a stupid rule." Y/n shrugs before she turns around. "Will you do it?"

"Of course I will."

And he won't apologise for it later if she regrets it.